Paula Ilusion - visual poetry

11/04/2026

on vulnerability vs fragility

vulnerability
is exposure

fragility
is what happens
when impact
cannot be held

impact does not remain
as sensation

it reorganizes
into correction
control
recruitment
…

full text on substack: link in bio

29/03/2026

on consent as price for survival
when survival becomes the lever forcing consent

when survival becomes conditional,
refusal becomes risk
withdrawal becomes danger
opacity becomes suspicion
presence is no longer chosen
availability becomes mandatory

full text: link in bio

17/03/2026

full text: critique of loving as romantic sentiment
link in bio

14/03/2026

care is not sentiment
it is a modulation layer within the field opened by loving

new text in the series: on loving and care
link in bio

13/03/2026

new article on substack:

on loving
field notes on relational mechanics

link in bio

12/03/2026

under what conditions does intelligence remain capable of care?

experimental thought project

link in bio

15/04/2024

graceful aging... even the strongest structures have their stories etched in lines and fissures....
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27/04/2023

21/04/2023

Netzach is known by various names in Kabbalistic literature, including "Victory," "Eternity," and "Endurance." Its goddess attribution is Aphrodite or Venus, Kichijoten, Freya, Oxun, Brigit, the goddess of love, beauty, and pleasure. Netzach represents the power and beauty of nature, the allure of desire, and the strength and perseverance needed to achieve victory in the face of adversity.

In the human psyche, Netzach is associated with the emotional realm, particularly with our passions and desires.

19/04/2023

who of you loves their diary…?