29/09/2021
A moment in my head…
Thoughts crowding up in my head,
Every second of every day,
Can I make it?,
Do I have what it takes?,
So many times I have failed,
I am getting so close to my goals,
Yet I am still so far,
So many years learning,
So many years wasted,
No!,
Not wasted,
Time gaining wisdom and knowledge,
But it tears at me that my brain loves numbers,
And patterns,
But I hate it,
Time is something I watch,
Constantly,
Causing my life to drag,
Ever so slowly,
But my hunger to get to my goals grow,
It’s unbearable,
Insufferable the pain,
The constant rewinds and loops,
Can I just get there,
To make the ticking stop,
To finally get peace in my head,
Will I even get peace when I get there?,
I just want the noise to stop…
Please