05/27/2026
So what's it all about? Braeside Street in D.D.O./Montréal.
This is about reclaiming and reframing an event that happened in childhood to me. An event that was quite traumatic though at the time I don't know that I remember it being traumatic but I know now as an adult it was quite traumatic.
When I look at pictures of those houses, my heart starts to race and I realise that it probably was very traumatic. I was under the age of 5, so maybe 3, maybe 4, or five, not sure.
I sat on a bench beside a man who could have been just a teenage boy or it could have been a man in his 20s or 40s. I have no idea but it was an older bigger man.
This piece is about me deciding that I can now decide as the adult how I want to remember this. I can't change what happened and I can't change that I was once a victim but I'm no longer that victim. I am a powerful woman with agency and I have decided it's my decision whether I want to look back or not. I'm victorious.
Because this no longer exists. The bench is no longer there. The trees, who were the only witnesses to what happened that day, don't exist there any more either. But in this drawing/ painting, the trees and the bench will very much be there. Because I choose to include them.
I have declared that I have reconstructed this so I determine how this fits into my future. This, along with many other pieces in my Fragmented Nemory, Fractured Past series, is part of that series called Tyrants of Toronto/ Monsters of Montreal. It's all about the reframing and all about this little girl finally realising as an adult that she's got agency and she is powerful.
Still a long way to go on this drawing soon-to-be painting...