05/25/2026
Maybe you where wondering why I havenāt been present here lately. My body collapsed, long time before, but I ignored it. Till there was only pain. No Iām not in the hurry anymore. It took me this weeks to come to this conclusion.
I feel like Iāve spent my whole life constantly pushing forward. Restlessly moving on and on, after one project directly the next one. I never allowed myself to take breaks. I kept giving everything, even when I had nothing left to give. I always wanted to reach my goals quickly. Ignoring completely my own capacity.
I took it way far too much and burned myself out completely. But now I feel and realize that my health goes first. That the beauty is the journey and not what may comes. Itās about enjoying the moment, listening to my needs, my body and truly being present with whatever Iām doing right now.
To pause, to dance, to take breaks, to completely let go...
Because one thing Iāve learned is that whenever one project is finished, my mind immediately wants to plan the next one. And so I would keep running, hoping to āarriveā quickly so that I could finally enjoy the calm, beautiful life. I forgot that Iām already there.
But now, Iām practicing to enjoy every little piece of the process. And even the littlest step done deserves already a break.
And that feels really beautiful.
