Calm In Chaos, A documentary on PTSD

I have done a lot of difficult things in my life and this documentary is most definitely one of them, in 1987 I was 21 years old and very much in love with a young man named Marvin Scott Bishop, we were celebrating the fact that I was pregnant with our 1st baby, then tragedy struck. He was killed in a work place accident at CP Rail in Canmore ,Alberta. As I think back now, counselling sessions are

all a blur and for the most part were futile, as I believed no one could understand the pain I was going through, and the great responsibility I had lying ahead of me. it was only later on in my life that I realized this was starting to affect me. Although I maintained a strong continence I was suffering in private. There are some things that time has healed and others that I still need to work on. I was inspired to do this documentary when I came across a young woman on face book who had written a book called “Damage Done - A Mountie’s Memoir her name is Deanna Lennox. I ordered her book and was immediately relieved just from receiving the book because at that point I knew I was not alone. Although our backgrounds are very different it was a huge relief; there was someone else out there who understood. The thesis for this film is to allow for some tangible positive human response and recognition of the debilitating condition we now call
The Calm in Chaos – OVERVIEW Tracey’s Traxx productions 2015 I Not For Distribution