05/09/2022
♥️
To the one I will marry
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September 2022
Dear beautiful stranger, I don't know where you are right now, but wherever you are, I hope you're smiling and living life to the fullest. I hope you're putting yourself first and striving to achieve the goals you have dreamt of since you were a child. I hope it all works out in your favour. I look forward to knowing you someday. The lives that you and I are living will be
stories wrapped in tender memories that we will share. The truth is, I've been through a lot, but I know you'll hear my stories and tell me that all the difficulties have shaped me into the person that I am today.
I hold a lot of love inside of me, even though the love has been abused and damaged by souls who came before you. I thought l'd never be able to open my heart to love again, but surprisingly, I have. Love is all around me. In smiles of my family, in laughter of my friends, in my education, in my heart and one day, I will find it in you. If someone has broken your heart, I promise you I will never do the same as I have always been the broken, but never the breaker. I will hold your heart as if it's my own. Cherish it, admire it, love it.
I want you to know that you'll be protected by me in every way. When life seems rough and the world feels too big. I'll be right there to feel it all so you don't have to. You see, I'm going to put you on top of my world and you'll become the coolness of my eyes; and I'll work day and night to make sure that there's always a smile on your face. You're going to be my reason to smile but the days you feel like your world is falling upon you, Ill gift you some of my smiles and this overflowing love in my heart will carry this falling world.
I learn of all your weird little habits until they become my favourite things about you. These habits that would annoy others will become the jewels of my heart. I want you to know that God has placed a lot of love in me and perhaps all of it is written for you.There's going to be days when love won't be written all over my face and my heart will be too numb to write you love letters. But I want you to know that this is the same person who secretly stays up extra late to pray for you and the same person who'll wake up extra early so your favourite breakfast is ready.
Sometimes we'll laugh in each other's face and
sometimes there will be pillows between us at night. But I hope our love is so strong that even if we try to run away from each other, we end up running into each other's arms; because at the end of the day, that's where home is. I'll treat everything of yours as if it is mine and take care of it as if it is mine. Whether that be your parents, your possessions, anything &
everything. You're a book full of chapters and I
want to sit, learn and read so l can understand how you need to to be loved.
I will not judge you of your bad chapters and I really hope you won't either. In fact, we'll hold each other and l'll tell you about my bad chapters and we can look at the old us together.. We can look at the old us together and create new, better, beautiful chapters. I'll learn about your family and you can learn about mine.When we become old and grey, we can read the whole book and reminisce on our favourite chapters; wouldn't that be beautiful?
| cannot wait. You see, when I think of you even the thought of becoming old and grey seems exciting because I'l get to be old and grey with you.Sometime's you'll be hard to understand and some days so I will i, in fact, some days. we'll become a puzzle. But promise me that despite our bad days our love will always remain strong. I want you to know that
not only will you be my lover, but you'll also be my best friend and every time there's a tint 1 of sadness in your lovely eyes, I'l be the first to see it.
I'ii be there for you every step I of the way, during our midlife crisis, when we have our first child, when it learns to walk for the first time, through it all. We can travel corners of this world and create such beautiful memories that the pain of the past will become old and blurry. Many years back I never thought everything would ever be okay; but I know that when l'll look into yours eyes, watch you laugh or see you smile, I'll be determined to believe that maybe, just maybe, everything will be okay. That it really will be okay.
Wherever you are in the world, I send you a gentle prayer. I'm sure it'll reach you in due time. For now, I hope you take care.
