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" I am not the only person who is vulnerable, broken, doesn't get love, hugs, empathy and all those good things out ther...
27/09/2021

" I am not the only person who is vulnerable, broken, doesn't get love, hugs, empathy and all those good things out there. The good beautiful things which are accessible to others but not to me. I am not the only person who thinks, calculates, analyses every thing and then nothing at all. I am not the only one who loves so hard that at the end nothing is left for thyself, I am not the only one who doesn't get recognized as a vulnerable one as she seems so strong outside. I am not the only one who loves to stay in realm that doesn't exist but when it's time she gets back and handles the reality better than others. I am not the only one who loves to work hard for everything and then doesn't want to do anything at all. I am not the only one who is everything and nothing at the same time.

I hope I am not the only one."-afianj

17/09/2021

" I read letters from friends and family

Texts or paras they sent me

Birthday wishes

Or anything random they said to me

They just don't know that these are the fuel to lighten my lamp on my darkest days to fight demons

I read them with tears in my eyes and smile on my face thinking life isn't bad huh"- afianj

"Just a random picture of me Sitting here doing nothing Wondering what life could be if things were different Not that I...
09/09/2021

"Just a random picture of me
Sitting here doing nothing
Wondering what life could be if things were different
Not that I have any complain of the choices I made
But letting my thoughts float away
A old hobby I love anyway"- afianj

Just randomly clearing my mind.

" I guess I will always be that person who mess things up and then again organize thoughts and actions and again mess up...
07/05/2021

" I guess I will always be that person who mess things up and then again organize thoughts and actions and again mess up. This cycle continues. For a long time I thought I have to break this cycle and I have to keep learning and no messing up should be there. Then I set back a little bit and thought to myself- well I know I mess up and then get organized and then I mess up... so what this cycle is teaching me and I found out that I am actually growing inside in the process but that growth is so slow that it goes unnoticed. U know when we start learning something; things are always messy but once we learn them we finally know how to control them and work with it but if we stop there then we will never be able to bloom. So now I think I don't need to break the cycle as messing up is a part of the process of me being an immensely beautiful individual in the future."-afianj

" After a long day of peace I crave mess and chaos"-afianj
15/01/2021

" After a long day of peace I crave mess and chaos"-afianj

"I don't want to waste my beautiful thoughts on you"-afianj
10/01/2021

"I don't want to waste my beautiful thoughts on you"-afianj

Let you goI let you go even it scared me But being with you scared me the mostI let you go even I thought I am letting g...
09/01/2021

Let you go

I let you go even it scared me
But being with you scared me the most
I let you go even I thought I am letting go the chance of a good future
But being with you made me numb
I let you go even there was a connection I felt like no other
But being with you made me question myself again and again
I let you go even if you didn’t want me
But would being with you take me anywhere?
I let everything go finding myself in an empty place
Don’t know letting you go will bring me anything ever
But what can I do when this seems the best option I can have-afianj

“ I think you were talking to my future version to be able to get messed up, to learn to love myself, to appreciate what...
11/12/2020

“ I think you were talking to my future version to be able to get messed up, to learn to love myself, to appreciate what I have today because well who knows the future but my younger self could not get what u meant back then."-afianj

“I am just tired of looking at myself from someone else’s eyes. The more I see into people’s mind, the more I get scared...
09/10/2020

“I am just tired of looking at myself from someone else’s eyes. The more I see into people’s mind, the more I get scared. How come people live with so much dirt inside their mind. Now I feel bad for them to go to sleep every night with that much dirt inside their mind. I pity them.
Also sudden realization- I will never feel fulfilled in my life.No matter what I do, I feel something else is better there that I am not involved in. This feeling will never go anywhere. Knowing that makes me feel free somehow though. Is there any escape?? I guess finding the thing that I love to do would be my salvation. Once I know what I love to do so much that even before dying I will not feel like dying, something that will make me forget everything, will be my freedom.”-afianj

T e s tLife is a test we hear often but no one tells u that its a different kinda test. Here you attend the test firs...
13/08/2020

T e s t
Life is a test we hear often but no one tells u that its a different kinda test. Here you attend the test first and then learn. This test continues every single day till ur last breath without any syllabus🍃-afianj

E a s yEasy you sayHard for me to stayLove you sayIgnorance on the trayAnd againI am ready to fall on your prey-afianj
13/08/2020

E a s y
Easy you say
Hard for me to stay
Love you say
Ignorance on the tray
And again
I am ready to fall on your prey-afianj

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