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22/03/2026

It’s quiet as the evening settles in around me.
But the darkness… it hasn’t really left me in a while.
Life has always pushed me to grow, to fight, to rise every time I’ve been knocked down.
And I always did.
No matter how hard it got… I got back up.
Not this time.
This time, when I hit rock bottom… I stayed there.
I fought it like I always do.
Clawed, pushed, burned with everything I had.
But something was different.
I didn’t rise.
I sank.
Deeper than I ever have before.
Everything unraveled at once.
My relationship.
My career.
My confidence.
Gone.
I thought I knew pain.
Thought I understood what it meant to lose.
I didn’t.
Not like this.
This kind of hurt… it brought me to my knees and kept me there.
No fight left.
No fire.
Just emptiness.
You’ve read my words before.
The strength.
The courage.
The rising against all odds.
This time… I had nothing.
Everywhere I looked, all I could see was darkness.
No answers.
No direction.
Just pain… and silence.
And alone in that place… I felt something I hadn’t before.
Hopelessness.
And that’s a dangerous place to be.
Because before, the world knocked me down.
People.
Circumstances.
Life.
This time…
It was me.
My choices.
My emotions.
My own unraveling.
And I didn’t know how to fight myself.
So I cried.
Not the kind of tears that inspire stories.
The kind that break you.
The kind that leave you lost.
I hit a low I didn’t know existed.
Lower than anything I had survived before.
And in that silence… something shifted.
I realized I had been looking in all the wrong places.
I lost my perspective.
Lost my truth.
Somewhere along the way… I forgot who I was.
And how I got here.
The change didn’t come all at once.
It never does.
But slowly…
Quietly…
The light started to find me again.
And I understood something I had forgotten.
Healing doesn’t come from outside.
It starts within.
With honesty.
With truth.
With facing yourself without excuses.
No more telling myself what I want to hear.
Only what’s real.
I don’t have it all figured out.
And maybe I never will.
But I’m moving again.
Forward.
One step at a time.
I’m turning the page.
Starting over.
Writing a new chapter.
With one simple truth…
I can...and I will.
|ravenwolf

24/02/2026

💃 🎉 🎉 🎉

She’s not the same woman she used to be.

Over time, she learned to stop blaming herself for things that were never hers to carry. She stopped trying to fix people, or situations, especially when she wasn’t the one who broke it. She gave herself grace for not knowing better back then.

The places she once tried so hard to fit into don’t fit her anymore. The versions of herself she created just to survive ... the quiet one, the one who accepted less than she deserved ... she’s letting them go. They helped her get through. But she doesn’t live there anymore.

She won’t settle for the bare minimum now. Effort matters. Intentions matter. Consistency matters. And while trust doesn’t come easily these days, she’s learned it’s okay to move slower. It’s okay to watch actions instead of just listening to words. Maybe one day someone will show up with genuine intentions from the very first conversation ... and she won’t have to question it.

She doesn’t need to be seen the way she once thought she did. Real growth happened quietly for her. In private. In moments nobody clapped for.

No one really knows what it took for her to be this calm. The battles. The tears. The rebuilding. The scars she carries aren’t weaknesses ... they’re proof she made it through.

She’s not trying so hard to be understood anymore. She’s focused on understanding herself.
And as she puts the pieces of her life back together .... she’s grateful.

Grateful for the lessons. Grateful for the strength. Grateful for everyone she crossed paths with…

Because through all of it .... she finally found herself.

~ Cody Bret

30/01/2026

today the abuse stops for good...

i wan to tell you all little of what it's like to be me for the past three years ... I received a Traumatic head injury at WORK I have been dismissed and ignored by every single person I asked for help with the exception of a couple they know who they are .. but once again and for the past two days I have once again become a victim of one of my brother in law's again constantly.. I have had enough and it STOPS today.. the humiliations , the degrading, the put downs and the constant abusive words and Snapchat he keeps sending g me this is the only way I know how to make it stop today.. thsi is him and what he says to me for the past two days .. and that's just one 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔I'm done for good with you two arxxhile. brother in law's thanks God my sister have them both and note .. I escaped that abuse 22 years ago to protect my four children and myself and now I have to protect my self from him again.. it is overwhelmingly exhausting

make him stop !!??

I have had enough.. more than enough !!!!

30/01/2026

Following the Buddhists monks every step across USA. May they bring peace to all they meet 💜

30/01/2026