24/08/2023
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These past few weeks have been quite a ride. I thought I was in the clear after COVID and couldn’t wait to get back to my regular routine. But reality had a different script in mind. I should’ve paid more attention to the signals my body and mind were throwing at me, but I brushed them off. A little while ago, I hit a low point mentally, and my skin decided to join the party with some rashes, even on my face.
I’ve always been about pushing myself to the max, aiming to be better at everything. But post-COVID, my energy levels dropped and I got a wake-up call. If I keep pushing like before, I’m setting myself up for another fall. It’s sinking in that my body’s not the same as pre-COVID times, and I’m still mourning those days of endless energy and carefree health.
Right now, I’m working on bouncing back from skin issues and tiredness, spending most of my time at home. Slowly but surely getting excited about the little things again. I’m making a deal with myself—no more pushing to the brink. Health comes first.
Big shoutout to my friends who checked up on me—your support’s been my lifeline through this tough stretch. And a special shoutout to Yozo for being my rock, especially when I’m feeling wiped out and can’t see my own glow. You’re my true hero, always! 🌟
