14/09/2022
A letter to my darling Bill who passed away today one year ago.
One year today Bill you went away , and I was devastated and lost for quite a while .
But after time I realised how blessed I was to have found you and the love you shared so freely with me.
Grief is a result of deep love and love never fades .
Slowly I am managing to live with grief , to accept it and allow myself these feelings. By doing this , I have been able to reflect and acknowledge our time together as a loving journey that has not ended. Yes you have passed over , but I know your spirit is watching over me and this has brought great comfort to me. I now focus on the loving memories and the time we shared ,and slowly and surely moments of joy and happiness are becoming a weekly affair . When I see something you would like or be of interest I speak to you and share with you these moments . Tears may well up or I perhaps I can laugh about it , whatever the emotion acknowledging my feelings is allowing me to find acceptance of my grief . Funny as it sounds my love for you has grown stronger and I love this feeling .
Bill you are forever in my heart and I thank you for your love and I now feel it is time to venture out. On the agenda is to go and see my dear friends in Perth who have never given up on me and to thank them so much for love and support throughout this year. I made a brief video of the life we shared Bill over the ten and half years. we were together. Forever in my heart DebXX