31/01/2026
Hey Facebook Friends,
I hope 2026 AD has been treating you well so far.
You *may* have noticed the overwhelming majority of my posts these last few months have been recycled "memory" posts with the odd announcement here and there.
Today I'm being a big boy and actually writing one, while I have the physical energy and mental bandwith.
As you know the last 3 months have been the most challenging in my life all starting with making the decision to retire from mastering and sell Deluxe Mastering..........a decision I have been and continue to be comfortable with...........the time / situation was right (albeit bittersweet).
I've been going through a mourning process of an identity, getting ready to say goodbye to a career of over 40+ years that allowed me to achieve more than I ever could have dreamt of.
Making lifelong friends, have amazing experiences, serving my community and above all being able to feed myself and my family, doing the greatest gig of my life (to date).
I got to small a part in helping artists complete their artistic / creative visions and contribute towards so great music both locally and internationally.
The odd bits of gold and platinum for sales achieved (through no input on my behalf), has been an unexpected and in (some ways) an undeserving bonus.........sales some through great songs / marketing PR etc etc.
No regular music "fan" (to the best of my knowledge purchased a single and / or album because it was mastered my moi.
I often check my privilege(s).
To everyone asking me where things are at, with regards to current negotiations of the sale, I'd ask you to respect that while I do share a lot of personal stuff here (in the hope it *might* serve you), my financial / legal matters are a private matter and any further questions asked from here on will be ignored.
I say this not just for myself, but the current parties involved.
Now with that out of the way I would like to offer a few unsolicited thoughts to those of you open to considering them.
Apart from still grieving the recent loss of my Son Pierre, I have just spent 9 days in hospital that was let's just say "interesting".
I'll spare you the details........
During this time one big revelation came me.
Life tests you.
Personally this has been a time for me to prove to myself, am I showing up as the bloke I have been incredibly good at espousing these last 15 odd years, or am I just another one of the many "personal development influencers" who are great at curating their images and meme du jour.
So far I *think* I'm doing better than I thought.
Unfortunately we have to go through some real s**t to know what we're made of.
It was unfortunate I had to lose a Son and nearly die to find out and I'm not saying you have to...........not recommended.
All I will invite you to do is when trouble comes you way, don't think that there's a Cosmic Conspiracy to f**k up your world,
Growth cannot happen without overcoming some level of pain / discomfort.
Everyone has their limit.........so long as you exceed it (even a tiny bit) you've graduated.
I want to finally close off by saying thank you to those of you who continue to send me messages of support.
You all have busy lives and yet you still make that time,.
Know it's acknowledged and not taken for granted.
Funnily enough I have a life too. and can't check in with everyone everyday.
I'm back in the studio fighting fit and ready to serve you.
Happy Satdee Kids.
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