29/01/2022
Lately, things have become so much easier than before even though not much has changed... Yes in a broad sense everything has changed, the pandemic, people having to face new challenges etc, but if you really think about it, that's just the way life is supposed to be, life is meant to have challenges n hard times because it is only through these things that we are able to grow and progress.
When I look at who I was or rather the things that I used to do, the things that had me in a loop, it's funny to realize the little insignificant ish I would be bothered by or that I would suffer in my mind, now my mind still tries to get at me when it catches me slipping and sometimes it can be a really tough process to get myself back to where I want to be mentally, because my body is so used to me feeling guilty, anxious, demotivated etc it's easier for me to slip back into those states and its is way harder to be in the states that I know are right for me because these take work n constant evaluation of the mind, body n emotions but I know that it's all worth it.
I've managed to do so much for myself, for my personal growth n development within just over a year, I can barely imagine how much more in 3 or 5 let alone another 10 years. F # being in a rush in the long term because you've gotta look at your life in terms of a life time but that doesn't mean you shouldn't be in a rush to take chances n go for opportunities or even try to create some yourself, yes you might fail in the short term but if your mindset is based on living a life time what happens now is only a lesson.
Personally I hate failure, but I know now that it is necessary in building strength, resilience, courage n character, for some of us things seemed to be so easy that we never got the motivation to push ourselves n so we got stuck in a state of comfortability n when we came into the real world it had to knock us around for a while just to toughen us up n get us ready for what God has got in store 4 us.