12/05/2022
I started to think differently when I realised I had a battle within myself ππ(Part 1)
I stayed in my anger for years π€
Kept on blaming myself π©
I had so many questions in my heart but was quiet and dying insideπ
People saw me lying on the streets after drug addiction won my mindset π΄But God knew π
He knew I wasn't really what the system created out of me β€οΈ
At Gunpoints
Rapes
Alcohol and Amusements π©
God knew I was still a human π€β€οΈ
I may not be good with words but my heart prescribes me to express my feelings in a geographical manner π
This is when I started to think differently Realising I had a battle within myself π΄
The toughest battle you'll ever fight in your life is the battle within yourself π€
Some of the greatest battles will be fought within the silent chambers of your own soulπ€And the hardest battle you'll ever have to fight is between who you are now and who you want to be π
To my friends, Sisters and everyone out there who is fighting a battle within ππ©
Keep fighting because there's no one, absolutely no one who understands that battle better than you doπ€β€οΈ
There comes a time in our lives where we need affirmation and confirmation of how beautiful we are π΄
A lot of things happen in our lives yet we choose to not show itπ Because a seed is planted within us to be strong, to take it all and be confident π
But tell you what, eventually we crack and give inππ€¦
I have fought a battle of weight π€¦
Smooth faceπ
Perfect shape π
Making it in life against all odds
Forgiving and pretending it never happened π©
I was protecting other people's dignity at the expense of being called namesπͺπ€¦
With a smile on my face,I took itπ
I started to think differently when I took a good look of myself in the mirror π²
And suddenly I didn't recognise the person I saw ππ
I saw a coward fearing to succeed in life because I swallowed all the negative comments about me and believed in themππ€¦πͺ