Jamie's Poetry

01/09/2026

Demon

There's something inside of me
I cannot control
Eating at me
It comes out like fire
Id rather hurt myself
Then to hurt another
but my words come out my mouth so fast
I don't think
The anger I feel
It doesn't bother me
I feel cold
Distant
Who am I God
What have you created
Or What have I done
To deserve this
Is it in your hands
Or mine.
God

11/20/2024

Them

Smile for them
Laugh for them
But instead, lock yourself in your room
Away from everyone
In silence
Or
With music
To drown out the Noises
The pain
And Hurt
Building up inside
Like a balloon
Ready to pop
Take another pill
To numb the pain
Watch me fall apart
Its OK
I was built this way.
And in the end
I will Die
This Way

A poem I wrote a while back..

05/15/2024

I just need a redo in life. cause I sure screwed this one up.

05/14/2024

Doomed

Even if you said you cared
I am alone again
Its the same everyday
No matter what you do
you can't change that
no matter how hard you try
I was doomed from the start
somewhere inside of you
you must have known that
and you left me alone

02/11/2023

when will things change😥

02/11/2023

A Memory
Spoken in barly a whisper
The walls begain to cumble
The impact on such a small word
The damage it could do is so much greater
And I let them fall
Didn't have the streinght to fight it
The damage had been done
All that was left of me
Was the broken pecies on the floor
I felt ashamed and inraged
That I allowed them to break me
I allowed them to tear me down
But sad I was not
I was at my losest point
Didn't have it in me to be sad
I allowed them to hurt me
Like the leaves
Allow the wind to carry them
I allowed them to take my life
Where are the broken peices on the floor
All that was left of me
Is a memory that noone wants to keep.

02/11/2023

02/11/2023

I close my eyes and drift away
Over the fear
That I will never find a way
to heal my soul
And I will wander until the end of time
Torn away from you (Evanescence)