19/06/2025
𝐓𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 💤
Hey friends. I made this small piece to capture something I’ve been feeling for a while now—and I just wanted to share a little about where I’m at with art lately.
I started this account back in 2016, when art was everything to me. I didn’t care about reach or followers—just the joy of creating. I used to draw every day, pouring my whole heart into every piece. And little by little, this page became a home for my art, my growth, and honestly, a small part of who I am.
Over time, I’ve shared so much of my journey here. I’ve watched myself grow, connected with incredible people, and felt proud of the progress I made. But somewhere along the way, things shifted. Real-life pressure slowly chipped away at the time and energy I used to give so freely to art.
And when I did find time, I was exhausted. I’d open a blank canvas and just… stare. I’d scroll past others’ work and feel stuck, like I was no longer moving. Like I didn’t recognize the artist in me anymore.
It’s hard to admit, but growth here hasn’t been what it used to be. And while I know numbers don’t define worth, it’s tough when you’ve poured your soul into something for years and it starts to feel invisible. With AI art rising, endless comparison, and the constant pressure to keep up, I have grown more and more exhausted…
I don’t think I’ve fallen out of love with art. I still feel it—somewhere. Just buried under the weight of burnout, doubt, and noise. Right now, I don’t have the same fire I once did. And maybe that’s okay. Maybe this is a season where I need to rest. To step back. And to trust that the spark will return when it’s ready.
So for now, I’m taking a break. Not quitting. Not vanishing. Just giving myself space to breathe. I might still pop in with small updates or sketches when I feel like it—but it won’t be often. I just want to find joy in creating again, on my own terms.
If you’ve been here—whether you’ve supported me for years or quietly passed by—thank you. You’ve meant more to me than I could ever really put into words 🩷🩷
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