16/12/2025
Hello you guys,
It’s been a while since I last updated anything.
The reason I’m writing this is because I want to give a sincere apology to all of you—the people who always trust and support me, even when I was at my lowest. I used to share about my depression, and until today, it’s still with me. I haven’t really healed from it yet. Luckily, I have Jesus in my life; sometimes I just remember the love He gives me is the only thing that keeps me going.
Honestly, I am very disappointed in myself—how I work and how the products didn’t turn out like I expected. I made a lot of mistakes in the last 2 years. I’m trying to learn, but sadly, I still mess up.
Actually, the name of my studio, G98, isn’t the full name. It stands for Godonmy Studio, or “God on my studio.” And I feel I have truly let Him down because I forgot how I even got this far. I forgot that everything I have isn’t just from my own hard work, but a gift from Him. That realization is the reason for this post.
I made promises that I couldn’t even keep. I know I’ve lost some of my customers, even though I’ve tried to refund the money. I just want to talk, to tell you that I’m not perfect and I’m not a “good” person. I don’t want to use my depression as an excuse for the truth: that I’ve caused you a lot of disappointment. So once again, I am truly sorry. That is the main point of this post.
Secondly, I have an update about the deadlines:
• Heatblast: I will ship all orders within this month, before Christmas.
• Upgrade and Batman 2004: I will try to finish and ship them in February.
• I will be closing all orders from now on (except for Jeff).
I understand if many of you still have bad feelings about me or have lost your patience. That’s fine, I truly understand. Just tell me—if you can’t wait and want a refund, I will do it. But if you are still giving me a chance, I am very, very grateful.
After I finish all these orders, I will go offline for a while to focus on my mental health and my relationships with people around me.
So sorry again for my bad decisions. I hope you enjoy the holidays. Wish you all stay well and have a great time with your family and friends.
God bless you all.