08/26/2026
What I Thought the Sun Had Left for Me
My name is Zuri.
I am still young enough
to believe the world leaves things
for me to find.
A beetle under bark.
A feather turning circles
in the dry-season wind.
A seedpod that rattles
when I bite it.
A lizard tail
vanishing beneath a stone.
Once,
a piece of old hide
that smelled so wonderfully terrible
I carried it half the morning
until everyone refused
to walk beside me.
The world is enormous.
And almost everything in it
deserves investigating.
That is what I think
when I see the wire.
It lies beside the path
where hooves have pressed
the earth flat.
Thin.
Curled.
Almost shining.
The sun catches one small place
along its body,
and suddenly
there is silver
in all this brown grass.
I stop.
My ears rise.
The pack keeps moving.
Dust drifts around their legs.
But I have discovered something.
Something no one else has noticed.
Something wonderful.
I lower my nose.
It smells faintly
of earth,
of hands,
of rust,
of animals
who passed this way before us.
I do not know
that last smell
should frighten me.
I only know
the thing bends.
I touch it with one paw.
It trembles.
I jump backward.
Then forward again.
This is excellent.
I pounce.
The wire moves.
I wag so hard
my whole back end
forgets how to be dignified.
Perhaps it is a root.
Perhaps it is a snake
that has forgotten
how to hiss.
Perhaps I can carry it
to my brothers.
Perhaps we can pull it
between us.
Perhaps—
Something crashes
into my side.
I yelp.
The sky turns.
Dust fills my mouth.
And suddenly Naru is there.
Naru,
who is older than my mother
and has a torn place
along one ear.
Naru,
who lets us chew his tail
when he is sleepy.
Naru,
who brings meat back
in his belly for us.
Naru,
who almost never
gets angry.
He is angry now.
His teeth flash
beside my face.
He shoves me away
from the shining thing.
I try to go back.
He blocks me.
I duck beneath him.
He catches the loose skin
at my neck
and drags me so hard
my feet stumble
through the dust.
I squeal.
I am furious.
I twist.
I snap at the air.
I tell him,
in every way a pup can tell an adult,
I found it.
It was mine.
I was playing.
I wasn't doing anything wrong.
Naru does not care.
He pushes me
toward the others.
When I turn again,
he stands between me
and the wire.
His tail is stiff.
His ears are forward.
And something has happened
to his face.
Something I do not understand.
Because I see
a fascinating thing
lying in the grass.
Naru sees
a throat closing.
I see
something that wiggles
when touched.
Naru sees legs
kicking dust
until they cannot kick anymore.
I see
a thing I might carry
proudly through the pack.
Naru remembers
a young male
who once ran beside him,
fast enough
to make impala scatter,
gentle enough
to let pups climb
across his sleeping back.
He remembers finding him
where a wire
had found him first.
I do not know this.
I do not know
that a loop can tighten.
I do not know
that struggling
can make it tighter.
I do not know
that wire made by human hands
can wait silently
beside an animal path
without hunger,
without breath,
without eyes,
and still kill.
I do not know
that sometimes
the creature caught
was never the creature
the snare was meant for.
I do not know
that death
does not care
about mistakes.
So when Naru comes back,
I sulk.
I turn my face away.
He touches his nose
to my shoulder.
I move farther.
He follows.
I make a small,
injured sound
because I want him to understand
that he has ruined
the greatest discovery
of my entire morning.
Naru lies beside me.
For a while,
he says nothing
in the language of bodies.
Then his tongue
passes once
between my ears.
Slowly.
Carefully.
He rests his muzzle
across my back.
His heart beats
against me.
Harder
than it should.
I do not understand that,
either.
Soon my brothers begin wrestling
in the grass.
One tumbles over another.
Someone bites someone's tail.
Someone sneezes.
I forget to be angry.
I leap up
and run after them.
Naru watches.
I race beneath the sun.
I race because my legs are young
and the earth is wide
and my family is near
and I do not know
how close the morning came
to becoming something else.
Behind us,
the wire still waits.
Quiet.
Patient.
Almost invisible.
I will remember it
as the interesting thing
Naru would not let me have.
Naru will remember it
as the thing
that did not take me.
And somewhere between
his terror
and my innocence
is the whole terrible distance
between being a pup
and surviving long enough
to know
what the world has hidden
in the grass.
Written By:
K.A. Gagnon
August 26, 2026
In the Wild Today
Conservation status:
Endangered.
Location:
African wild dogs, also called painted dogs, survive in fragmented populations across sub-Saharan Africa, with important populations remaining in parts of southern and eastern Africa.
Key Information Readers Should Know:
African wild dogs are among Africa’s most threatened carnivores.
Habitat loss and fragmentation, conflict with people, road collisions, disease transmitted by domestic dogs, and illegal killing all threaten their survival.
Wire snares set to capture other wildlife for bushmeat are especially dangerous. African wild dogs travel enormous distances while hunting and can encounter snares they were never intended to find. A wire loop can tighten around the neck or leg, causing terrible injuries, loss of limbs, or death.
Because these dogs live in closely bonded, cooperative packs, the loss of even one animal can affect far more than a single life. Conservation teams in places such as Zimbabwe patrol habitat to find and remove snares before another animal discovers one.