Pondering Pasta

12/04/2025

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Hank Williams jr - weatherman
Restless heart - Why does it have to be
Randy Travis - forever and ever, amen

Looking for a break. Wondering why everything has to feel so difficult. “I’m tired of weathering the storms.”

Someone feeling trapped in their situation. A path or opportunity suddenly becoming clear. A passageway unblocked or revealed. I see an example of a map on a video game blacked out and suddenly an area once hidden becomes revealed. Like a secret passageway is discovered in an area you feel you looked over before. Metaphorically speaking, a change in perspective has opened your eyes to new opportunities in your everyday life and a way out or a way through. A choice being made that changes everything.

I see bird feathers, specifically crows. Feathers in general so black feathers, multitone feathers, grey feathers, and white feathers.

Hearing crows calling. Noticing a bird watching you, following you, coming closer to you than normal. You’re being led by a divine spirit guide.

I see you want to go home. You feel trapped in your current situation by obligation. Something about this connection does something for you or for your family. Maybe you feel staying is your way of providing for your family in someway and you often time place others before yourself. O see these people or person has made you feel selfish for choosing yourself and looking out for your own needs. I see someone aroubd you being very controlling and jealous. Keeping track of your daily routine and wuestioninv you on time. If you take longer than usual ejike out they question you and becoming very angry and question you when you interact with the opposite s*x (if straight), or vice versa. This person seems to be focused on themself andwlf serving even at the expense of your well being.

I see you going through the motions, you feel numb. Everything feels colorless and cold. I see there is something or someone that makes you feel like you found home. It lights a fire in your chest. It makes you feel warm. Like someone turning the light on inside where it was always dark. You smile without meaning to and you feel genuinely happy. There’s a warm glow surrounding this person. You want to go home.

I hear the feeling is mutual and it’s not all in your head.

You’re seeing this person in your dreams.
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11/21/2025

✨ for some, you may know people that practice spellwork. Someone is lacing your food and drink. They could also be taking hair off of your body when they’re near pay attention to when these people show up and if they try to give you anything. ✨

09/10/2025

I have a strong feeling Charlie’s wife had a feeling something was off and tried to warn him. She had an inkling about it and tried to warn him.

Either way, this is a tragedy.

06/22/2025

When you can release the need to control and can sit back and observe, people reveal themselves to you. When they can’t get a rise out of you, they aren’t mad at your lack of responses. They’re mad at their lack of control over you.

06/22/2025

It can be the people closest to you that are your biggest haters and your biggest supporters can be complete strangers. Trust the way you feel. That never lies. Love isn’t convinced. It’s felt. Also, feeling uneasy is explanation enough.

06/06/2025

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Someone needs to unblock their throat chakra.

This is someone who either has an intense fear of speaking up, speaking their truths, voicing what they really want to the people around them. Someone use to being ignored, silenced or even punished for the things they said or say. Someone had an intense upbringing where there were times when there literally was no one around you to hear you say what you needed to say and other times where you were emotionally ignored or even abused in some cases. You might have tried to speak up about what was going on and you were gaslit and straight up lied to and in some cases, punished for speaking what you said.

You were not wrong. You were right. You were right to say what you said. You were and /or still are around people who are not in support of what is best for you. they are looking out for themselves. You either meet their needs or they dismiss you. Their love and support is conditional.

Guess what? Good for you for triggering them. They needed to hear it. Only problem is they succeeded in silencing you. In some situations, hexes, binding spells or some type of rituals were placed on you to make you be quiet.

You could have known something that would actually get some people around you in trouble.

It may literally feel like you’re choking at times. It feels random but it isn’t. You might have coughing fits and you’re not sick. It’s not a coincidence. Your throat chakra is blocked.

If you’re someone who has listened to my messages in the past in some way and it spoke to you, you might have brought this up to these people and they talked you out of my messages. They even talked you out of who I was and what my intentions were. Because you waking up to the truth is too dangerous for what they’re trying to do. They may have even tried to do spell work to stop you from seeing the truth but that spell work has reached its expiration and you are waking up. You’re peeping some things on your own now.

You have abilities/ intuitive gifts. You are a threat to the people around you. Or you were at some point. Maybe you’ve already loved past these people. If not, watch out. You don’t have anything to worry about though because people can not stop what is meant to be and meant for God’s purpose. You have a higher calling but it threatens this false persona you’ve created to please these people. You can just be aware of these things. This is your confirmation because you low key already suspected this. You were right.

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You have the green light
“Go ahead now!”
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Birds
Feathers
Dark birds/ vultures or buzzards
Large birds 🦅
You’re a king/ queen
Wait until they witness who you really are
You had no reason to hide. You were forced to.
Rain storms, storms
Tornados
Ocean
Oceanfront
Near the water
Past life connections
“Undeniable”
“I peeped that!”
You are not alone
You are safe to move ahead.
“Don’t look back”
Airplanes
Airplanes flying over
Moose
Out of season
Out of time
Time.
Clocks
You connect through music
Express yourself creatively
Create
Use your voice

You will see specific signs in your life to confirm this. You won’t be able to ignore it. No more their word against these words. The messages that are meant to reach you will be delivered. You just needed to see who all was really on your side and who was really working against you. You had to see how bad it was too. You got this. You are divinely protected. Oh yeah. They will HATE this too.

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05/31/2025

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Channeled message

These songs have been coming through so listen for added messages.
Without you by Mariah Carey
Just another day by Jon Secada
You’re still the one by Teddy Swims
I need you tonight by Backstreet Boys
Whenever you call by Mariah Carey
I hope you find it by Cher

***warning, possible trigger warning (depression)****

I heard someone say they were being left behind.
Feeling left behind.
You might feel like someone you were close to left you behind. I heard “you were the only one who truly saw me.”
This person never left you. Their energy is all around you and their support never leaves your side.
They still believe in you. They still see your true potential.

king/queen.
Asleep.
Wake up.

I heard, “Move your feet”
Stay moving
Even when it feels impossible and you’re tired and feel like there’s nothing left inside to keep going, keep going anyway.
Let the world see you. Let them see you try. Let them see you fail. Let them watch you get back up.

A lot of false friends around you
Theyre actually afraid of you. Some are jealous too.
Its your power

You may find this hard to believe but a lot of people around you are watching you and waiting to see what you do. A lot of them may have jokes. That’s because a lot of people around you are afraid you’re going to wake up to your true potential and leave them behind or out shine them. Some are insecure by the power you hold that you don’t see. They try to dim your light so you don’t notice how big you are.

But they can’t cover a light that was meant to shine. You have a purpose here.

For the others around you, they may give you a hard time but the truth is, they look up to you. if you pick yourself up and choose you, they’ll get up and choose themselves too

A lot of people have dreams and want to be somewhere else but just haven’t actually tried. Either because of fear or doubt. Or all the jokes and crap they would catch for It. But seeing someone else do it will encourage them to do it too.

They needed to see someone do it first.

You are a role model. A lot of people look up to you.

Choose what feels like home. ♥️✨

Additional song decided to join us at the end of this message.

Heart of stone by Whiskey Myers

06/08/2024