01/15/2023
I love these colors , found this photo saved it thought it would make nice reference material for a painting one day. Was hit in the head from behind awhile back , ever since I've been struggling with my vision didn't realize that I was for a long time. If I cover my left eye I there's very little I can see with the right really nothing I quess if you can't tell what your looking at you can't see . I haven't been working been depressed . Got a couple sculptures sitting there collecting dust , thrown out I don't know how many canvases upset and frustrated that they well looked horrible. I remember telling folks when I started in my mid 40s that although this was some thing I started a little latter in life then most that if I lost my sight and couldn't do it anymore that I would still feel blessed for having even having the opportunity to have tried and I don't just feel blessed , I know I have been blessed. I have had a wonderful life, met countless interesting and fun people I've learned so much from each . I have been blessed . I'm struggling to get anymore peices done but I haven't given up. If it does come to be I lose my vision where I can't work anymore It will break my heart but it will crush me if I come to a point that I can't see the colors of a sunset or rise. But I don't think I would be able to endure the pain of not being able to see the faces of my family and friends. I'm taking a massive leap of faith that I'll be able to see in my heart that I will see what I've always seen with my eyes , you are all far more beautiful than any sunset I love you all . I'm going to take a little time off to try to find out what's happening with my eyes and see if it can be repaired or stopped icant tell if it's happening in both or even getting worse . That's about all I got for now going to walk over to the store get cup of coffee and figure out what to do for dinner . Pease don't make any comments or responses to this post. Instead go and look at someone or ones you love and tell them what a beautiful sight they are.