The War-Torn Lamb

The War-Torn Lamb Poetry in the land of lions wrote by the lamb who survived.

06/06/2026

Banker
May 3rd, 2026

“You just count money all day.”
I hear this all the time.
“Must be nice.” “Get a real job!” “Go do something productive!”

I invite you to tell that to Mary.
She sat across my desk,
tears in her eyes as she drove to the bank
ready to give birth to the death of her marriage.
Two names, one account
One already withdrew their company and their money,
leaving her with a child who would know hunger and heartbreak.

Tell it to Jesus
with passport trembling in hand as he begs through broken English
“Need bank account?”
His deposit the key to treasure,
fed babies and happy mom the measure.

What about Carol and John?
Their life savings emptied into a phone
A phone that rang for days and now rings again.
“It’s your grandson, I’m in trouble. Send money or I’ll be hurt.”
Last week they’d win the lottery if they played along. The week before they’d lose the house if they didn’t comply.
Now with sobs and shattered dreams I get to tell them their future was taken too.

Tell Luke too!
His smile beams as he fulfills his dream.
A new house and new business
two wishes granted and a third on the way.
He believes I’m the genie but I’m just the lamp.

For every bill that flows through my hand, so too does a smile, a laugh, tears, a death certificate, a crying baby, a new house, last hope, the failure of a dream not realized.

I count life, daily. There’s no counter to help either. Each day I balance on the account of life and death, hope and fear. Your deposit from selling the car sits together with the withdrawal of the final memory of a loved one. A house payment of a family cherished and well lived sits below the credit card payment from someone who can’t feed their children but can’t let their credit be hurt so they can possibly borrow more in the future.

“You count money all day.”
Yeah, I do.
Every dollar. Every story. Every life.

06/01/2026

The Weeping of My Shadow
February 4th, 2026

Black
Torchlight
Silence

Flash
Drip
Splash
Drip
Silence

The Weeping of My Shadow

Bright
Puddle
Weeping
Quiet

Screeching
Sniffle
Sob
Sniffle

The Weeping of My Shadow

Daylight
Shadow
Eyes
Locked
Tears

Hand
Outstretched
Clasp
Freedom
Weeping

Tomorrow
Light
Darkness
Embrace
Sunset

The Weeping of My Shadow

05/26/2026

See, Hear, Speak
Circa 2023

They say love makes you a fool, devoid of mind and empty of thoughts.

They say love is blind, tearing out eyes that did once see and leaving the void of life's ought.

They say love deafens, silencing the ear of reason and tearing down the bridge to survival's mysteries.

Yet...

Dumb as I am, I know more about everything through the inculcated words of love.

Blind as I am, I see our future and my vision can see the world by the Star that brightens my day.

Deaf as I am, I hear the voice of love, stirring me to dance with passion and whispering the renewal of commitments day in and day out.

So if I can't speak, know my words will pour from my hand onto your face as I caress it.

Know that my eyes while blind will view you in the splendor that is your soul.

If I fail to listen, know it's because I'm listening for our hearts beating close to one another and the synchronicity of our lungs inhaling joy and exhaling life's injustices.

Early Morning KimberCirca 2023Open eyes, the world anewHuman priorities typically askewA flick of the tail, the stretch ...
05/20/2026

Early Morning Kimber
Circa 2023

Open eyes, the world anew
Human priorities typically askew
A flick of the tail, the stretch of a paw
Food must descend at my beck and caw...

Claw! I am not a bird! Do they know who I am? I am Kimber, feline absurd.

Where is my mom and where is my villain? Ah, a doorway, prime place for chillin.

I remember this place, this wooden frame
A prime location to earn newfound blame

I'm just a cute kitty, can they not see?
Oh...it's time to go p*e.

My God! My Mom! My belly starves. How many walls could be saved from my carves?

He appears, mortal enemy mine. He speaks to me, how dare he opine!

Oh, he drops my manna. He's not so bad. Yet I do not look forward to his next turn as Nanna.

Time to lay down, disappointment clear. When will he learn proper fear?

Now I wait, for mom's sure arrival
Only hours to go, oh life's painful survival.

CandleFebruary 14th, 2026Candle waxFire burns away what held togetherIt pools like marshmallows over an open fire. Cools...
05/16/2026

Candle
February 14th, 2026

Candle wax
Fire burns away what held together
It pools like marshmallows over an open fire.
Cools and gels to become hard again.

Life burns away what held together.
It sludges like oil dripping into the pan
Cools and gets to become passion again.

People say you can burn the candles at both ends.
Not with you.
Why would I diminish that which lights my world?

Let me place you on the altar and stand in awe, how you brighten the room.
How people sit beside you and share their dreams, screams, thoughts and oughts; Sins and virtues too.
Let the shadows flicker as they escape your clutch for darkness moves when light permits.

On my nightstand you will sit,
warming my face and holding night at bay a little longer. I will carry you throughout the house for fear of losing you.

Your wax will drip onto my fingers, your heat searing my flesh and I will seal it with a kiss: a life’s pleasantries and love’s oddities yet also human mysteries.

As I close my eyes, your wick will be my vision. My ears will linger as I hear the drip. All that I am will become mulch. Buried. Forgotten. You will surround my picture.

My bones will sink, my flesh will nurture and I will be reborn into a tree to give shade. You will be the candle who greets me every morning.

When your wick blows out, I’ll be in the pages in front of you. I’ll have carried the bird whose feather became quill. I’ll be the bookshelf they sit our story on.

We will melt while being together.
We will be one, inseparable beyond life
We will reform and make the stars jealous again.

SunsetMay 12th, 2026Did you see the sun rise today?Probably not. You probably saw the rain. It poured, and the wind blew...
05/13/2026

Sunset
May 12th, 2026

Did you see the sun rise today?
Probably not. You probably saw the rain.
It poured, and the wind blew, maybe even hailed too
Darkened skies on a wearied brain.

Did you see the sun rise today?
I got busy with kids, homework, dinner.
Chores too, silence from a real winner.
The American Dream I wish I could wake up from.

Did you see the sun rise today?
Is that what that was? I thought I got hit by a car.
Pedal to the max as my job drove away.
Peace and Security its’ little stowaways.

The sun rose today.
Grandma didn’t. Dad, Mom, Brother, Sister.
Aunt, Uncle, Granddad all stayed asleep.
Even that kid from another mister.

Did you see the sunset?
You made it. Those thoughts didn’t win.
I’m glad you did and that darkness laid down the pen. Keep the light on.

Did you see the sunset?
Your life is softer now, warm inside your home.
Kids are grown, burden shared, and the love of another your new tome. Keep the light on.

Did you see the sunset?
You have dreams again. Those phones went quiet but you went about your business.
Imagine the hope you’ll give, trial turned witness. Keep the light on.

I think the sunset is how we end the day.
It gets dark, worry and pain settles back in. Yet there’s that light, slowly descending and apprehending with a reminder that life is condescending.
It still lit up the day, hope fought for and won, love carried a ton, and dreams reminded us of fun.

Look out the window. There it is!
I can’t wait for tomorrow
I’ll watch the sun rise and the sun set
Life’s next promise, joy and sorrow.
The sunset of my today and the rising of my time, my forever borrowed.

05/11/2026

Mother’s Day
May 10th, 2026

Thank you for everything! Here’s flowers and breakfast in bed! I celebrate all the moms and yet…I dread.

“Happy Mother’s Day” I say to your grave.
I’ll dress up and take pictures too, won’t disappoint; be brave.

I kneel in the dirt with flowers as people walk by. “Enjoy! Love you! Celebrate your Mom!”
The soil cakes my soul as I still can’t help wonder: why?

There is no hard feelings, I truly am grateful for the women who stepped up. I only wish Mom could see her two sons on Survivor, both/neither names in the cup.

Don’t pity or feel sorry for me. Mom remains where she said she’d be: in my head and in my heart. A yearly ritual of sharing love’s purpose with friends and family; her treasured gift, mine to part.

Happy Mother’s Day, I do mean every word.
Give joy and life to everyone today, the fruit of which her afterword.

05/07/2026

Time Is A River
February 6th, 2026

As a child I wrote a poem,
Its’ name ‘Time Is Like A River’
It is now lost
Swept by the current, undelivered.

A pen to pad,
A voice unheard
My minds eye
Memory now blurred

I paddle and I swim
Current, crest and divot
Water keeps running
No matter the pivot

Some nights I find a cove,
Warm fire and cold mystery
hearty meal or empty stomach
Tomorrow, adventure and misery

I look back
I see the way I came
Yet, the water falls yesterday
What we now know: ‘became’

I throw a pebble,
Time permits
The surface breaks
Time subsists

I plod forward,
Arms sore and back knotted
Now I see
Time’s true aim plotted.

I thought my goal, my aim
Life’s standing still
Yet the current knows
Life never will

Be it fast or slow,
this water I thought mine
Time reminds us all
Its lofty winding; its own storyline

Time is the river,
Its aim every human’s pursuit
We are the pebble
A blip we throw; Try to refute

Time is the river
Let go, don’t resist
Let water’s flow smash us together
Till we reach the maw, pebbles worn in bliss

05/03/2026

Dishes
January 30th, 2026

Look at you
Grime and grub,
Filling sinks
Another day’s flub

I scrub, I rinse, I put you away
My thoughts, my feelings
What good does it do to soak?
To see life’s dealings.

To clean or not to clean,
That is the question.
It’s easy to not,
Let rot its’ suggestion.

Watch it pile,
Smell the festered stew
Hear the voices,
They’re nothing new.

Mold
Mildew
Tomorrow
Yeah, it’ll do.

Family far away,
Friends grow and life askews
Dreams wither, hope declines
Another year eschew.

To clean or not to clean?
That is the question.
The answer known
A daily freshen

What is a brush?
The enemy of detritus
What is healing?
The enemy of trauma-(itis)

You wield one to scour platters,
Scrape off what was burned and sliced
You wield one to scour the past
Scrape off the scars and wounds spliced

Mr Clean, he’s the man
He’ll remove the toughest stains
My therapist, the minds of others
They help empty out the drains

Then it’s done, sink is clear
Amazing how good it feels
Then it’s done, thoughts worn and washed
Incredible how darkness steals

Tomorrow they’ll be back
Tomorrow I clean again
Laughter, fun and joy in between
They soak, my hopeful glen
The sunrise over the sink tomorrow.

05/03/2026

All my life I’ve believed that my writing was something to be hidden, to mask in darkness that which gave me tremendous joy. Only in the last couple years have I determined that I need to let the words out like a musician must play song and an artist create.

Some of these poems may get political, graphic, or even traumatic. It’s a good thing all of those things are part of the human experience. My view is of one man in a veritable sea of humans and my experience a grain in the sand of our story.

I hope you like my words.

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