07/27/2025
Hi everyone first off I want to thank my followers, friends and family for all the support and for following me and my journey of writing and publishing my books and creating some new books as well. I would like to tell you about my book, The magical book of poetry. This book I have written since I was about 12 years of age. I was a young adolescent and I lived in a world of great sadness and hurt. At times I was hopeful things would get better and they took a turn for the worse. I was molested as a child, my home life was ripped away from me, pretty much my whole childhood. At the time I was removed from my mom's Care my brother and I was completely confused. We were moved in with my father, my life there was like a Rollercoaster and happy times, Sad times, and some things were not to be spoken about. Abuse was all around in my life in different shapes and forms. I have chose to build myself up and shape my kids and my family into a structure of what I didn't ever have. It has been very hard and still is. I have dealt with a.d.h.d. issues, manic depressive disorder, severe anxiety, p.t.s.d. and I have very bad attachment disorder because I have just been torn all to pieces and have had family ripped away from me and memories that could've been made. I have chose to forgive my mom for not being there for me as a child like she potentially should have, as a adult I have learned she too was battling her own demons and for that she is a warrior. I deal with resentment from my father, stepmother and siblings on the other side because of my decisions for moving on from the past. As i have forgiven my father for the way he has done me. My family is all pretty well happy, my mom and stepfather are amazing and my husband's family. I hope that someday that i will get an apology letter from my father that i will never get. I love my emediate family and my dad's side of the family is all very amazing and I love them all. I am a firm believer in forgiving and I have. So with that being said this book has alot about those memories and feelings in there. Everyday I plan to tell you a little more and more about me and why you should read this amazing poetry book that I have created and worked on for years. There are also some images of me and my family in the back. And these poems are all based on actual events and feelings.
