09/27/2026
Being an artist sure has its highs and lows, and yesterday was a tough one. It was a day where I questioned what I was doing with my life and was left doubting my ability as an artist. I have been working my butt off preparing for Oktoberfest at Whiteface. For the past two weeks I crammed in as much extra workshop time as possible. Slipping out to the workshop after my daughter went to bed or during naps, and getting shop time in when my husband was home and could watch her. I sacrificed a lot of time with my daughter, and unfairly left most of the housework to my husband. I was thoughtful in what art I was making - extra Adirondack art and new maple leaf earrings to welcome fall. I had a variety of price points and offerings, but in the end it didn't matter. I am so grateful to those who bought my art and spoke kindly about my art. But it wasn't the day I envisioned. The day was made harder by the fact that I was in a bit of a weird spot and I feel like people could have walked another way and easily missed my booth. I also had terrible cell service and the wifi was no good, the only reason I was able to have credit card sales go through is due to the kindness of my show neighbors who let me hotspot off their phones - thank you Lauren and Amanda. But the hardest part of the day was the food vendor who was blaring music all day, music that was competing with the live band. It was a constant competition of sound, it was completely overwhelming. Just an hour into the show my cortisol was sky high and I couldn't even talk to my customers half the time because it was too loud. The vendor was asked countless times to turn the music down/off and he would sometimes comply, only to turn it back on/up after the staff member left. I truly feel like I lost sales because of this, and it certainly made me less able to emotionally cope with a less than stellar day. Knowing that it was going to rain today and having no faith that the music problem would be resolved, I packed up last night and didn't return for day two of the festival. I have never done that before, but my nervous system couldn't handle another potential day of that. *Continued in the comments*