Chaotic Expression

Chaotic Expression My name is Accacio, and this page allows me to share all my writings. Anything from poetry, short stories, fan fiction, fiction stories, etc.

I'm just your average amateur writer just wanting to share my work.

You got my mind all jumbled With all these mixed signalsTheres a confusion in my heart One minute you’re thereAnd then t...
10/27/2024

You got my mind all jumbled
With all these mixed signals
Theres a confusion in my heart
One minute you’re there
And then the next minute you’re gone
I gave you a way out
To get as far away from me as possible
Why didn’t you take it
Instead you came at my throat
Now I’m slowly bleeding out
Wondering why you didn’t leave
If you didn’t want to be around me
All you had to do was say yes
Tell me that you don’t want me around
Instead, you have me on my knees
Rereading your last words
Rewatching our last memories
I left too much unsaid
But one thing I can’t tell you
Is that I love you
That’s one secret
I’ll take to my grave
Whether that’s sooner or later
Only time will tell
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What Inspired It:
There's this special person I met a while ago. I was instantly drawn to them. I literally couldn't keep my eyes off them the day we met. They don't know how important to me they are and they never will. Some things are best left hidden away inside our hearts.

You took me by surpriseWhen you just showed up Out of nowhere at allYou’re the happiness I didn’t know I neededA bubbly ...
10/27/2024

You took me by surprise
When you just showed up
Out of nowhere at all
You’re the happiness
I didn’t know I needed
A bubbly personality
I’ve never been attracted to before
You stood by me
Even though you weren’t obligated to
Your smile got me through
More than you will ever know
The way you’d come see me
You made the kind of effort
I’ve never felt before
The kind I’ve only ever given
But never received until I met you
You always kept my words
Close to your heart
I’ll never forget that
I’ll never forget you
I hope I cross your mind
Even just a little bit
I don’t want to be
just another faded memory

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What Inspired It:

There was this one person who just appeared out of nowhere. They took me completely by surprise. I didn't know I was missing something until they came along. I am so incredibly happy to have met them and I will always cherish our talks.

Have you ever wondered What would happen If two storms collided as oneI catch myself wondering about itWhat would have h...
10/27/2024

Have you ever wondered
What would happen
If two storms collided as one
I catch myself wondering about it
What would have happened
If you and I became entangled
Would we thrive together
Or would we have destroyed each other
We were always so close
Yet somehow still so far apart
I could somehow feel the warmth of you
Even when there were walls between us
Could you have completed me
Could I have been the one for you
We had so many chances
To see If we could
Survive each other’s turbulent winds
But just like a hurricane
I kept drifting out to sea
Pondering to myself from a distance
If I was ever right or wrong for you
When I should have just let nature take its course
Only then would we know for sure what would come to be

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What Inspired it:

Have you ever wondered what would happen If you took the risk? Ever wonder what would of happened If you didn't let them get away. That's what the poem is about. Loving someone who you never got your chance with and wondering If it could have been a disaster or a happy ending. Maybe in my next life, we will find out.

There was a time when we were close Now there is so much distance between usI remember all the memories we created The w...
10/27/2024

There was a time when we were close
Now there is so much distance between us
I remember all the memories we created
The way the sunlight made you glow
From your point of view
I was looking out at the scenery
But really It was you I was gazing at
It was in these moments
That you looked the most free
There was a sparkle in your eyes
That not even the water could rival
With a stunning smile on your face
My heart was in trouble
There has always been something about you
That pulled me In
This wasn’t the first time
It probably won’t be the last
Yet just like all things forbidden
I am only allowed the chance
To yearn for you from afar.

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What Inspired It:

There is someone special to me who doesn't live close to me. They made me feel so many incredible things. They'll never know just how important they are to me. I will always be grateful for my time with them.

Here I was sitting on a wooden bench In a park with grass so perfect It could be fakeI can see you from here It's why I ...
10/27/2024

Here I was sitting on a wooden bench
In a park with grass so perfect It could be fake
I can see you from here
It's why I always chose to sit there
I wanted to be able to
Read the words you wrote me
While being able to see you
Maybe you noticed
Maybe you didn’t
I find myself wondering
Did you notice me gazing at you from afar
Sometimes you’d wave
Other times you’d smile at me
There was just something about you
From the first minute I saw you
I was drawn to you
Once I finally got to talk to you
I knew there was no turning back
From the sound of your voice
To the kindness in your heart
All the way to your outer beauty
I can't get enough of you
And I never want to
I could easily talk to you for hours on end
But what stands out the most
Is these letters between us
There's just something so deep
About words on a piece of paper
Sometimes I reread them
So I can keep you close to my heart
I'll cherish them in the way
I wish I could cherish you

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What Inspired It:

There is someone special in my life who doesn't fully understand how much they mean to me. So I guess you could say this is my confession to them. Whether they realize it or not. If you do though. I want you to know you are dear to my heart.

All you been doing For a very long time now Is fakin them feels And breaking this heartHave you always been this coldAre...
10/27/2024

All you been doing
For a very long time now
Is fakin them feels
And breaking this heart
Have you always been this cold
Are you really
Nothing more than a stone-cold bitch
I didn’t come up with that word
I’m just quoting you
I’d say hope you don’t mind
But honestly, I could care less
This is my truth
I’ll scream it from the rooftops
Girl, I can’t trust you
Should have left you in 2023
Shame on me
Thinking you could change
Bet I wasn’t a real enough man for you
Gotta have a dick to be authentic right?
Not f**k your bu****it
You backstabbed me
You lied to me
You painted me in an ugly way
Now it’s my turn with the paintbrush
You can’t hurt me anymore
Because you’re dead to me

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What inspired it:

Recently I got really angry with someone who I have a lengthy history with. I chose to take out some of that anger by writing this poem. It helped get some of my thoughts out.

Everything in my life feels off The moment I go cut loose It was like the whole world Just came crashing down around meW...
10/27/2024

Everything in my life feels off
The moment I go cut loose
It was like the whole world
Just came crashing down around me
With each passing day
I awake In a world
That lacks what I need
I need the kind of world
Where you're part of it
I can't handle you
Being so out of reach
It's breaking me
As more time passes
I feel myself fading away
All I need In my life
Is to hear that special ringtone again
To know you don't
Want to give up on me
That you forgive me
For any wrongdoings
Text me Call me Write me
I don't care how you do it
Just please come back to me
I can't help to kneel
In defeat begging one more time
For you to not give up on me
I can survive without your love
But I can't without your friendship
Please...I need you

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What inspired it:

There's someone that found a way into my heart and she's there to stay there whether she's a part of my life or not. Though I will do want her in my life and just want her to come back already.

There's something different with youWhy are you dressed like a shadowWith the weight of the world Written all over your ...
10/27/2024

There's something different with you
Why are you dressed like a shadow
With the weight of the world
Written all over your face
As If your soul left your body
No contract is worth
Losing yourself over
Can you hear me screaming your name
It's telling you to step back
You can't do everything
You shouldn't have to
No job No Vacation
Is worth killing yourself over
If it's not about that
If your personal life
Is turning your world upside down
It's not worth it
You deserve better thn that
I never wanted to see
Your light go dim
It's killing me inside
Knowing there Is nothing
I can do to help
Because you're there and I'm here
I beg you to go outside
Look up at the moon
Remember I'm still here for you
Let me be there for you
Don't slip away I can't lose you

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What inspired it:

Well, last night I found out some news about someone important to me who was struggling and looked nothing like herself. It was described to me as If her soul was sucked right out of her. It deeply upset me so I opened Wordpad and this is the result.

10/27/2024

Welcome to Chaotic Expression. I made this page so I can share my work with all of you. While also expressing some of my inner confessions and thoughts. I write anything from poetry, short stories, fan fiction, fictional stories, and so on.

My name is Accacio Nightmare, and I am a twenty-nine year old man. I currently live in San Antonio, Texas despite my dislike for the heat. I've been writing for most of my life and It will always be a passion of mine. It doesn't matter to me If I don't ever get published. What matters most to me is putting my work out there and people enjoying it. Even If it's just on this page or Wattpad or Fanfiction.net. I love sharing my work as much as I love making it. Thank you to anyone who stops by and reads any of my stuff. 🖤🖤🖤

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