Bipolar Love: Writings From A Muse

Bipolar Love: Writings From A Muse Hello. It’s about finding someone who can relate ànd love us in our darkness.

This page is dedicated for the words left unsaid in the quiet hours-à collection of poems about keeping resilience, losing love, finding yourself again, and staying strong.

You Are The FireDark as the moon,You come to me at night,And say,“Show me the light.”But how can I show you,What you’ve ...
05/30/2026

You Are The Fire

Dark as the moon,
You come to me at night,
And say,
“Show me the light.”
But how can I show you,
What you’ve already known?
How can I make you feel,
The humanity you own is real?
You ask for warmth from an empty hand,
Reaching for what you don't understand.
You look to me to find a spark,
When you are the fire in the dark.
— AwrenRiley

The SovereignI wish I could make you understandThe weight of your heavy, guiding hand.You treat me like a dog to heel,Ig...
05/26/2026

The Sovereign
I wish I could make you understand
The weight of your heavy, guiding hand.
You treat me like a dog to heel,
Ignoring the person—vibrant and real.
I have emotions, deep and true,
A heart that beats as much as yours do.
But when you treat me with such neglect,
It is your own soul you fail to protect.
For I am a queen, by my own decree,
While you play at knights and chivalry.
I’ll stand alone on this hallowed ground,
Where no man’s rule will ever be found.
~AwrenRiley

05/26/2026

Tight Rope

I miss you when you’re here,
but love you when you’re gone.
I do not know why I feel like this,
or why it feels so wrong.

I’m safe and I’m secure
the moments you are near,
but lost and so unsure
the second you disappear.

What is this balanced tightrope
upon which I must walk?
Where every breath is heavy
with how I think and talk.

I sway beneath the shadow
of what I cannot say,
and wonder if the wire breaks
the more I look away.

I turn my eyes back inward
to find a steadier grace,
where I am safe within myself
and time cannot erase.

— AwrenRiley

The Blueprint of a GhostYour hands were carved of steadfast oak,A frame to hold me steady;But when the world turned ash ...
05/25/2026

The Blueprint of a Ghost

Your hands were carved of steadfast oak,
A frame to hold me steady;
But when the world turned ash and smoke,
You whispered, "I’m not ready."
Your voice was once my only home,
The hearth in bitter times;
But when the sky began to groan,
You fled past enemy lines.
Your arms were sworn to clasp my soul
Until the bitter end;
But "forever" was a borrowed toll
You’ve taken back again.
Your smile was meant to pierce the grey
Upon my darkest days;
But now you hide your face away,
Lost in a sunless haze.
You drew the map, you traced the miles,
Then burned the bridge behind;
Now I am left with ghost-light smiles
And a "forever" I can't find.
You were the architect of us—
Then let the ceiling fall;
It turns out "always" was a trust
You never meant at all.
— ArwenRiley

The Weight of the BloomI am told I am growing,but right now, I am only dark dirt.I don't know the shape of my petals yet...
05/24/2026

The Weight of the Bloom

I am told I am growing,
but right now,
I am only dark dirt.
I don't know the shape of my petals yet—
just how it hurts.
They tell me I will be beautiful,
graceful, and tall;
that I’ll be able to stand
with no help at all.
They tell me I’ll shine
like the sun itself.
But what happens when someone picks me
and puts me on a shelf?
They say I’ll bring smiles all around,
but when the frost hits and the snow falls,
will I just lay on down?
They say I’ll be every color of the rainbow
before I end my life.
But if I have every color...
you’ll still love me, right?
Even the colors born in the dark,
even the shades that bleed and fade,
even the wild, untamed hues
the quiet winter made.
For the rainbow is not a performance,
and the roots do not grow for the shelf.
You will hold every color, sweet daisy,
and learn to love them yourself.
— AwrenRiley

05/23/2026

Night is the ground where our days are made,
So you might as well shape them your way:
Some room to work, some time to play,
A space to sleep, a space to game.
For nights are meant for dreaming deep,
But it’s the dream that turns the day.

The morning wakes with quiet grace,
To catch the sparks the midnight threw,
For every path the sun portrays
Was first a shadow that you knew.
So let the dark invent the light,
And watch the dream come waking through.

— AwrenRiley

05/23/2026

"Even the stars are exhausted by the time we’ve wasted pretending we don't exist to each other. We used to resolve everything; now, we absolve nothing. Yes, darling, even the stars cry for us sometimes."
~AwrenRiley

You~AwrenRiley
05/20/2026

You~AwrenRiley

The Last SparkThe rain descends in steady lines,As do the ghosts of old designs.Your smile, your hands, The way you move...
05/19/2026

The Last Spark

The rain descends in steady lines,
As do the ghosts of old designs.
Your smile, your hands,
The way you moved—
The version of the truth I proved.
The way you spoke, the way you paced,
Are iron nails that time has placed.
I used to feel you now and then,
But ghosts grow thin and weary when
I pour your voice upon the page,
A desperate hope to stall its age.
The wax has run; the wick is charred,
The garden of our past is scarred.
Where once a vibrant light was cast,
The dust of years is settling fast.
Our love has succumbed to the deep,
A rusted blade in silent sleep.
Yet in the dark, beneath the frost,
I guard the pieces we have lost;
I’ll keep the embers burning low,
A hidden spark only I will know.
~AwrenRiley

The Alchemist's FireThe sky is on fire,And so am I,For the rage deep insideHas set my soul alight.It builds and it swell...
05/18/2026

The Alchemist's Fire

The sky is on fire,
And so am I,
For the rage deep inside
Has set my soul alight.
It builds and it swells
Like a churning sea,
Screaming and howling,
Begging to be free.
It stalks through my mind
Like a beast in the heat,
Pacing the shadows,
Waiting to meet
The edge of the dawn,
Where it hunts and it prowls,
With a dark thirst for blood
In its desperate growls.
Yet I must take this beast
That tears at my soul,
And wrap it in kindness
To make myself whole.
With gentle compassion
And love tales of old,
I will soften the fire,
And turn it to gold.
— AwrenRiley

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