FernLight Studio

FernLight Studio Hi! I'm Bee - an artist, healer, and collector of tiny moments of magic. FernLight studio is a space where color, energy healing, and inner-child wonder meet.

Come exactly as you are. 🌿
For more info, check out: www.fernlightstudioart.com

On April 13th, 2026 my Aunt Kaki passed away. I started this painting of her on April 6th, 2026. I was in therapy (teleh...
04/19/2026

On April 13th, 2026 my Aunt Kaki passed away. I started this painting of her on April 6th, 2026. I was in therapy (telehealth) working on it at the studio and my therapist asked why I decided to paint her. I answered honestly and said I had no idea - that it was a very impromptu decision on my way to the studio that day. By this point, she was on hospice and we knew the days were getting limited.

I worked on it for a few hours that Monday then left it at the studio untouched, and by that Friday I was at my Aunt's home with her and family, surrounding her in love, laughter, comfort, memories and Barry Manilow.

I tried to paint a bit there with her, but it wasn't easy to. Plus I got frustrated with it and had to just stop.

For the first couple of days after she passed, there was absolutely no part of me that wanted to return to this painting because my chest ached just after seeing photos of her.

But my cousin asked if I could finish it for the funeral. So, I went back to the studio and began working on it again.

I didn't realize what an absolute gift this would be.

Of note: I do not like painting people I know, because it's so much pressure and I fear that I can't get their likeness. I know that this painting is very far from perfect, but when I look at it - I know it's her.

I watched my Aunt's life literally fade from her body over several days. She became unrecognizable in her physical form. Seeing her after the last bits of her soul said farewell was also very jarring and that version of her is all I would see in my mind.

Working on this painting & spending over 10 hours staring at a photo of her with life in her eyes, color in her cheeks, and a smile on her face helped tremendously. Talking to her as I painted (and bitching a lot when I couldn't get certain things to work out right) was a cool bonding experience I didn't anticipate.

I am honored to have gotten to do this. To have learned as much as I did from this. To sit in loud emotions with this. And to get to pass it over to my family tomorrow for her funeral.

Art is such a healing modality and I am forever grateful to love it so much. ✨

Mother's day can hold so many shapes - joy, distance, gratitude, grief, or something we don't even have language for.Bec...
04/05/2026

Mother's day can hold so many shapes - joy, distance, gratitude, grief, or something we don't even have language for.

Because of that, I've put together some offerings from Fernlight to meet the day gently. Through making, giving, remembering, or simply sitting with what is - there is space for you here.

Hand-painted gifts, small works of art, guided sessions, or quiet space for those moving through the tenderest of feelings - there is no wrong way to show up.

I will be (finally) launching my Etsy store in the coming weeks and will drop some Mother's day cards & small painting collections. These will be available for purchase OR for a limited time only, I will open commission's for Mother's day pieces if you have something specific you are looking for.

Additionally, I'm offering ways for you to be the one who pours your love and creativity into the art you give. In the world of AI - I don't want us to lose the magic of human-made art.

Spots for commissions & guided sessions are limited, so reach out soon!
You can message me here, email me at [email protected], or go right to this booking link: https://forms.gle/79jqqDXnAwt8jFPZA

I look forward to holding space for you 🌿💚

All my everything,
Bee

Transparency is incredibly important to me - and with that comes vulnerable honesty. While no decision is final at this ...
03/22/2026

Transparency is incredibly important to me - and with that comes vulnerable honesty.

While no decision is final at this exact moment, I feel it best to share that I am heavily considering closing down the current physical space of Fernlight Studio. The heartbreaking truth of this though is that this will affect no one but me - which supports the need to consider this.

I have not made any income from the studio in months. Which means that every month I pay for rent, insurance, supplies, and my own energy and don't even break even.

My thought always was that it was going to be doable to just break even on at least monthly rent (200$) and the insurance was just part of the investment/payment for being so happy in the space- this last year has shown me that's not true.

It's hard not to feel this as a personal failure because this all comes down to:

1. As a human, I live in rapid seasons and cycles. My brain and nervous system aren't wired to be consistent 24/7 and to have a business, one needs some level of consistency. I rationalized for a while that my inconsistency was consistent and I would find my people. But I am alone in this.

2. The amount of energy and work it takes to build and maintain social media is something I never have because my full-time job in mental health takes literally everything from me. Social media is key to being successful as an artist these days.

3. I also just don't have support with Fernlight - meaning, everything I've done business-wise, I've figured out on my own and sometimes it's cost my financial stress because I messed things up or didn't know about something sooner and haven't had a mentor or anyone to ask for help. For me - I do best with just someone as background support. I wish more than anything I could be like other entrepreneurs locally I've seen who just handle everything and figure everything out. But alas, I am not someone who is good at figuring things out apparently. Or at least not before it's too late in some cases.

4. Even when I do create art or get excited about offerings - no one else does. And that's absolutely okay - it doesn't invalidate my joy, but from a business perspective it definitely doesn't allow for a sustainable business.

5. I just don't internally feel good enough (as an artist, a human, an adult...) to hold Fernlight the way it deserves.

My heart aches for all of this because I do love my space. The joy I experience when I open the door is genuine. I love having so much opportunity to create but it kills me that I don't have the time and energy to. I hate that it feels like I have to create or offer something that someone will want to buy even if my heart isn't in it so that I can keep the space. And then I try to do that and have no luck.

But it's this world now too - it's too expensive for people to also throw money at art or healing services, even if both are needed as an act of rebellion.

I've been thinking about this for months as it is. I thought going into 2026 with new offerings and what not, that I could make it work. Try at least one more year. But it's only March and I have to be realistic.

If I do surrender my space, I will also have a lot of supplies to surrender also.

I'll update as I can on this decision and if you've purchased a gift certificate from me for healing services and I do close - know this can still be honored in different spaces.

All my everything,
Bee

P.s. none of this is said to gain validation or pity. Fernlight to me is about transparency and honesty and sometimes that's messy. Thats all.

The whale holds wisdom, emotional depth, and ancient grief. The wings carry possibility and freedom. Transformation isn’...
03/21/2026

The whale holds wisdom, emotional depth, and ancient grief.
The wings carry possibility and freedom.
Transformation isn’t about becoming lighter,
it’s about learning you can fly while still holding the ocean.

Acrylic on canvas ✨
222$ 💜

Everyone who also voted jellyfish when I asked what to add to this painting- it was a close call - and just wait, you're next ;)

03/21/2026

Life has been ✨a time✨ the last few weeks.

My messy cart reflects my messy brain, honestly.

But also I think art spaces should be messy and chaotic sometimes.

Sneak peak at some studio things 🗻When it's done you'll get the full unblurred version heh
03/14/2026

Sneak peak at some studio things 🗻

When it's done you'll get the full unblurred version heh

A few FernLight booking spots are available!🌿If you’ve been thinking about setting time aside for your own healing, book...
03/13/2026

A few FernLight booking spots are available!🌿

If you’ve been thinking about setting time aside for your own healing, booking a private art or reiki session, or planning a creative experience, this is a good moment to peek at the calendar.

My upcoming availability is as follows:
Saturday March 21st between 10am and 5pm
Sunday March 22nd between 10am and 5pm
Saturday March 28th between 10am and 5pm
Sunday March 29th between 10am and 5pm
Monday March 30th between 2pm and 5pm.

*Note: distance Reiki sessions are available at different times, so if interested - please reach out.

FernLight offerings include:
• Rootlight Reiki sessions
• SoulColor sessions
• Paint 'N Pause sessions

You can learn more about all the offerings, including pricing and booking here: https://www.fernlightstudioart.com/offerings

Message me or use the booking link to claim a spot. 🌿

Let's shake off the quiet season together and step into something newww!

02/22/2026

Friends, with minimal context, choose one for me to incorporate into my next painting:

A. Dragon
B. Whale
C.Balloons
D. Jelly fish
E. Castle/kingdom
F. Other (comment below)

You may be thinking "But Bee these are all very different things." And you would be correct. Just go with it.

🩷

The studio is finally back in order (mostly)! It's been really hard to dedicate much time to Fernlight because of my mai...
02/08/2026

The studio is finally back in order (mostly)!

It's been really hard to dedicate much time to Fernlight because of my main job coupled with chronic pain and fatigue, but I'm really glad I got in there today to fix it back up.

Healing and art sessions can continue again✨

More on everything tomorrow ✨

All my everything,
Bee

A little studio update: a water pipe decided to have a dramatic moment in the ceiling, so FernLight Studio is temporaril...
01/31/2026

A little studio update: a water pipe decided to have a dramatic moment in the ceiling, so FernLight Studio is temporarily paused while things get repaired.

The hope is that repairs will be wrapped up next week, but afterward there will be some tending to do: rearranging, redecorating, replacing, and gently re-rooting the space.

These kinds of sudden disruptions can send my neurodivergent brain into a bit of a spin, so I’m giving myself time to recalibrate and land back in my body.

I’m so sorry if this impacts anyone hoping to use a gift certificate soon. I truly appreciate your patience and care while I navigate this pause.

✨ The good news: distance Reiki is still available, and I’m also happy to bring offerings into your home if you’d like me to come to you.

I’ll keep this page updated as things get squared away and the studio finds its footing again. Thank you for holding this season with me.
💚
All my everything,
Bee

The world is… a lot right now.Heavy, loud, honestly terrifying and doing absolutely nothing for our nervous systems.So F...
01/25/2026

The world is… a lot right now.
Heavy, loud, honestly terrifying and doing absolutely nothing for our nervous systems.

So FernLight is offering discounted Rootlight Reiki & SoulColor sessions for a little while. Not because Reiki & Art fixes everything, but because rest, release, community and creative space can help us survive everything.

If your body feels braced, your mind won’t quiet, or your spirit feels like it’s been holding its breath… this is your sign to exhale. To loosen the tension in your shoulders for a moment. We need you in this fight, but not with an empty cup.

Come be held by gentle energy, color, movement, and stillness.

If this pricing is not accessible, just reach out.

There is NO pressure to be “okay.”
Just space to soften, recalibrate, and make something with your energy in the middle of this mess.

Healing isn’t a luxury. It's how we keep going.

RootLight Reiki: https://www.fernlightstudioart.com/rootlight-reiki-sessions
SoulColor Sessions: https://www.fernlightstudioart.com/soulcolor-sessions

Request a booking through the website or send me a message and I'll send you a link to get started.

Oh, and F**K ICE

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