09/10/2026
Fall is a season of letting go 🍂
We turned 8 months this last week and it feels like our sweet boy is changing at an even quicker pace. Everyday I’m trying to hang on to my tiny baby that keeps growing and also keep up with life and business.
The grief that comes with this season of fall and the metal element in Chinese Medicine feels even more present this year.
I hit a wall over the weekend with fighting a cold and allergies and preparing for our second trip with Atlas. Our last trip, I felt like I was super prepared and had all the things together. This trip, I found myself frantically trying to get it all together and working. Interestingly, this trip was even smoother with a 4 hour flight and 3 hour time difference to Florida than our only 2 hour flight and 1 hour time difference to Colorado. So maybe we just had some muscle memory this time around?
We left San Diego during the 100 degree heat wave and will most likely arrive home on Sunday to hurricane rains- assuming we can get back.
Being a fall lover, I was really grieving it not feeling like fall and unable to really embrace it with fall and Halloween decorations before we left.
What this season is teaching me even more is the art of letting go of expectations and getting all the things done. Most days, I can only get a few things done on top of taking care of Atlas and the days I’m in the office, I’m fully focused on patients and doing whatever marketing and admin I can in between. As a recovering perfectionist, it’s a true test, but my mantra for these last few years as been “done is better than perfect!”
So here we are, a share for you on what’s my mind and heart at 8 months postpartum with my favorite human.
What are you letting go of this season?