jenbrinic poetry 2.0

04/10/2026

DEVIN BRETT BLANKENSHIP
since you can’t answer my texts or calls regarding my birth certificate which is VITAL to me, hopefully you will see this post somehow. I seriously need it asap, and would appreciate if you would send it to me. Know you’re dealing with a lot, but so am I and something as simple as a birth certificate is a big deal to me.

04/09/2026

DBB
your absence feels heavy, for it to mean "gone"
especially when i think of how i felt like your pawn.
i shouldn't be this broken, over you, who didn’t care,
but here i sit in melancholy, quietly gasping for air.
How is it that my loyalty got me here?
I am hopelessly devoted, with love so pure.
an overflowing sink, of good intent,
i gave you my all, i broke and i bent.
I thought it was the only way to prove my love is real,
and now my being is torn, i feel like i can’t heal.
I wonder if you think of me at all,
i wonder if you’ll ever pick up your phone to call;
Because I’m feeling more and more like I meant nothing to you,
Like I sold myself out for something that was never real.
Like i'm insane for genuinely loving,
Your soul and your warm hands,
but they're all that remind me i'm alive,
you and my favourite bands.
excuse me if i seem too much, i Just cannot seem to wrap my mind around,
The fact that you don’t want me,
I really thought our souls were bound.
i want to believe that you feel it too,
An ache in your heart from a love gone blue;
but reality hits, and i know that it’s hopeless,
for me to hang on, i am such a mess.
it keeps me up at night, these thoughts,
they dont go away;
I pray to Jesus for him to destroy,
Whatever has led your heart astray.

04/07/2026

"The Dream" by Jenbrinic poetry

LIFE TRULY IS ANYTHING BUT ORDINARY,
TRUE HAPPINESS AND PEACE ON EARTH ARE BOTH IMAGINARY.
THEY ARE THINGS WE SHOULD BE WORKING TOWARDS, NOT AGAINST;
HOW LONG UNTIL IT'S ONLY YOU WHO HAS TO HOP THE FENCE?
WE PAY THEIR DEBTS, WITH OUR HARD EARNED MONEY,
WHICH WE’RE TRAINED TO CHASE,
LIKE POOH BEAR FOR A POT OF HONEY.
IT RUNS THE SYSTEM, IT RUNS THE PEOPLE, IT PROVIDES US WITH COMFORT, AS IF WE'RE INSIDE A STEEPLE;
WHERE WE WORSHIP A MAN, WHO DIED FOR ALL OF THE PEOPLE,
WHO GAVE HIS ENTIRE LIFE, JUST SO WE WOULD BE ABLE:
TO WHAT? LIVE??
NO, BECAUSE WE ARE DOING SHOTS AND SNIFFING LINES AS LONG AS THE FU***NG TABLE.
IT'S MADE US EXTREMELY UNSTABLE AND UNFORTUNATELY UNABLE TO PERFORM SIMPLE TASKS
LIKE, UH, WELL, UNHOOKING A CABLE.
LIKE THE ONES WE POWER OUR PHONES WITH AT NIGHT,
TO FEED THEM WITH ENERGY, TO GIVE THEM ALMIGHTY SIGHT;
OF EVERYTHING WE DO, AND EVERYONE WE KNOW,
EVERYTHING WE SEE, AND EVEN THE THINGS THAT WE DON'T WANT TO SHOW.
IT IS WATCHING AND LISTENING AND SAVING AND TRACKING,
ITS MONITORING YOUR EVERY MOVE, "PRIVACY" IS NOTHING BUT LACKING.
BUT WE ARE CONDITIONED TO BELIEVE THAT IT'S "NORMAL" AND "FOR OUR SAFETY" WHEN MASS MEDIA COMPANIES ACQUIRE OUR SSN'S AND DOB'S.
IT'S JUST MORE INFO THAT GOES TO SHOW
HOW US HUMANS ARE NOTHING MORE THAN
A BUNCH OF NUMBERS IN ONE BIG DATA POLL.
THAT'S WHY THEY DON'T THINK TWICE,
WHEN IT COMES TO THROWING OUT OUR LIVES;
THEY ARE NOT REQUIRED TO BE NICE,
BUT I KNOW IT'S FUN TO FANTASIZE .

TO THINK THAT LIFE IS LIKE A DREAM, ACTUALLY DOESN'T SOUND SO OBSCENE.
IF ONLY LIFE DIDN'T CONSTANTLY
MAKE US WANNA
SCREAM.
BECAUSE TRUE HAPPINESS HAS ALWAYS BEEN ADVERTISED TO US, BUT ONLY EXISTS INSIDE OF OUR SCREENS.

03/31/2026