Pour Into me

07/13/2025

I didnt have plans for the future because i didnt plan to still be here
I didnt want To stop getting High because i didnt want To be here i didnt want my soul To Feel what i was feeling so i pushed it so far away from my body that i became disconnected floating in space but that is where i grew wings and flew to where i belonged.

07/13/2025

07/01/2025

⭐️🍁🪐 Some women don't get
to live soft lives.
They get handed chaos, grief, betrayal, and they have to learn how to bloom anyway. They become the ones who know how to carry others when their world falls apart because they remember what it was like when no one showed up for them. They're not here because it was easy.
They're here because they didn't give up.

07/01/2025

I wish that little spark of hope didn't vanish within me—that it's just hiding inside of me, and didn't totally disappear because of the darkness I'm currently in. I hope it still lives—even if it's in the innermost part of my core, I hope it's still present. I pray it didn't die, 'though I sometimes feel I'm not alive anymore. I can't feel it these days—I can't feel the warmth of its little light, but I hope it didn't dim. The glimmer may be weak, but it still carry such tiny luminance, and that's more than enough to get me through this pain and obscurity.

—Ren Ednalig | cxlvi

07/01/2025

Tonight I woke up not having a clue where I am, if I was safe,or what had transpired and I just thought how disrespectful it is to myself to not remember anything about last night, and how I am sorry to my soul.

06/30/2025

I am a fairy when I inhale my chosen (bad) medicine I am a breeze in the wind it feels as if I can fly, but when I run out I feel like a house being torn down.

06/30/2025

sometimes this may be the beginning of your happiness, don't be afraid to start over.