Cutting; venting; screaming; dealing with it all

Cutting; venting; screaming; dealing with it all Self-harm; therapy; overwhelming; relationships; s*x; or***ms; living; being abused & ignored when I give them what they want & I get NOTHING back N return

06/22/2026

2 black chics are gonna try & kick my ass tonight; so I’ll let them 2 just do it; y’know ?! I don’t care anymore; then I won’t f**ki happens; I’ll just sleep n the caa a r lot or go 2 baseline bridge; crush the seroquel & put it in something so I can overdose on it & jumpbor hang myself; either way im done; and this time I’ll make sure I fu***ng do it tonight; either overdosing & hanging myself with the 2 extension cords or nothing at all and just fu***ng do it a

06/12/2026

Su***de will occur tomorrow; I’m ready 2 leave & finally succeed @ it; I knew this would occur; me before my mother; as I said my life has shriveled up; now I’m ready 2 fly; make sure u call Kataria before u succeed; annie

06/10/2026

Don’t anybody f**k with me; I will screw u up; I’m warning you all right now in my life; do not trigger me & mess with me; I got a lot on my mind; etc; trying 2 get thru this f**ked up situation; etc; cuz people don’t me 2 be happy; they all love 2 manipulate me & control me; they all don’t what me 2 be happy; bully & torture me so they Get what they want from me so the take each layer off of me so they win the argumentation by treating me the way they are which is abusive & threatening; N her eyes like support; but it’s not of what it appears 2 screw Annie; she’s a w***e; etc; they all knew I was trying 2 different paths of controlling & by doing so I felt trapped & 4 doing so u came in my life & everything changed 4 me ; advance cuz of the 4 me both physically & mentally; people are thinkings fthat true making me believing; but she controls everything & steal; etc;whatever but she knows she can push my buttons and no crying in therapy; which is bu****it; bot f**k everything; right ?! I feel dissonanate me making me in believing is this really happening 2 me; cuz I felt nothing positive cuz they want 2 f**k me hardcore such as taking my $$$$; that is what I felt; etc; but let it go Annie; let it go……w/m/l

06/06/2026

Fighting & beating other & s**t is SUCIDE 4 me; I’ve called it; the answer 2 my prayers; amen. I’m gonna do it; everyone thinks I’m NOT GONNA DO IT; but I am.

06/06/2026

It’s time Annie it’s time; I’m gonna do it cuz family; 1373 h street; San beradino; ca; 24310 Corona; I’m doing this; so bad; I’m going to do with plan & stuff & prescribin who fu***ng cares if I die with and cause of them & everone; it’s time annie( time 2 tie it up

06/06/2026

Not fair

06/06/2026

Su***de. Not going 2 oregan 4 suiciding cuz my mother wants me there for torture; she’ll do it 2; I’m almost there; soon……god why do I keep going on with this s**t from family; etc; & she thinks the torture 4 me 2 have done; especially being hit 2 the pole; cuz she knows his presence; & all but that’s my choice

06/06/2026

Death. I think of it as like a goal; such a completed; have 2 be careful; y’know ?! Say the wrong thing & everyone goes nuts; y’know ?!im vey attached 2 death; I’ve completed most of my life; I feel ?! Ready 2 go beyond ur wildest dreams and nightmares that we all experienced in a lifetime

06/03/2026

Teeth is approaching; lord help me 4 this & don’t hurt me all the way……?! Please don’t hurt me “u students” I will kick ur ass; lol; I’m just kidding; lol; I’m serious; they hurt more when the pain free s**t go away; I don’t really know ? Is happening on Friday; early n the morning; so maybe it won’t hurt me or it will ?! I don’t know really know ? That day; so have 2 see…..?!

06/02/2026

This place is getting complicated by staying alive; I’m at my worst v ein; right ?! I suppose so ?! My life as the way I’m in over my head & having trouble focusing on the future of myself; it’s fair & NOT; so; i don’t know of what I’m talking about; it’s hot my way; & I can’t think right now; I don’t feel alright; wml

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