09/24/2020
Warning LONG post!!!!!!
Ever feel like you don't matter? I do.
Ever feel like you have so many thoughts and no way to describe them? I do
Ever feel like God is so far away, like a distant memory that is there, you remember how it felt but you still can't get all of it back? I do.
I love God! I always have. But I admit I have been running. I am terrified of what He will make me do. I am terrified of what He will ask of me. I am scared, I will lose another person I love so much. Ive been praying. Ive been asking. Ive been begging and pleading. But I have not been listening.
I listened to a song ive heard a thousand times tonight. But the one version explains what the song means! And it hit me. As im running, He is coming after me. He leaves the 99 to find me. So I feel so lost, wondering if God even knows I'm still here but He left all the others to chase after me because im stubborn and hard headed. And He carries me on His shoulder HOME, even though i havent been faithful to listening to Him. Even though i may get lost again.
Im to busy telling Him what He needs to do that He can't get a word in to tell me what He already knows He needs to do!
So if you have ever felt this way? I do!! You Matter!!!!!
So much so that God Recklessly leaves everyone else to find YOU and only YOU because He loves YOU that much!! 🖤😘
Corey Asbury - Reckless love of God Reckless Love Cory Asbury Before I spoke a word, You were singing over me You have been so, so good to me Before I took a...