13/11/2025
So let’s face it, I’m terrible at posting on here. I am not good at keeping up with multiple social media platforms and TikTok always seems to take priority. Anyway, I thought I’d share some interesting things I’ve been learning about the spirits attached to me:
For starters, I am for some reason being used as a vessel or the like to help spirits pass over. I at all times of day have new spirits being brought to me in like a bubble mist (imagine soap bubbles clustered together). I also have spirits surrounding me all day in a mist. The spirits are tiny (I’d say half the size of your finger) they do not look like what you imagine a spirit would look like. They are all gold and flutter their arms around quickly to fly around and their legs as kind of a push off. They have holes in their head and body, which I believe is to absorb the new spirits. They can gather them up quickly with their hands and then spin extremely quickly and dissipate into thin air. I can also help the new spirits pass through the wall (that’s a whole different story for another time). If the spirits don’t pass quick enough they will start to form in human form and can still be passed but the process is much more difficult. All spirits can pass through anything (I’ve even seen it happen in my water bottle often). I have a “main” spirit who’s in the corner of my room. He’s a dark mist (not evil) but he stays hidden. If I get too close to my door he will slip behind it. He can send out all different kinds of mist for certain tasks at hand. One being to clean off the new spirits quickly because I’ve asked on certain occasions. I don’t like seeing the new spirits in my water bottle or attached to me and starting to form because I can feel the movement. The cats also get quite a bit on them and seem to be uncomfortable as it’s being pulled off so I ask it to be done quickly. These new spirits are pulled towards me so where I go, they go. If I ask MJ (which is what I call the spirit above my door) for anything in regard to the spirits, he does it or shows me. I’ve also seen the spirits be reunited with family. It’s in a different kind of mist and the look like human during this. I’m still learning this process. The gold spirits can change size. I can see them as they fly or glide within the wall. My third eye has opened up enough I can see this all during the day as well. There’s something to do with clapping to direct the new spirits where to go. I do not know why. But I can do it and the gold spirits do it as well. I still don’t understand why I’ve been picked as this all to happen too and it can be very mentally draining at times. I’ve had many people tell me they wish they could see it, and believe me you don’t want this ability. It takes its toll on me! These spirits cannot talk…I’ve had to learn everything on my own with their direction and oftentimes this is hard and a very long process. I’m not sure where all this comes into play with normal investigating and it’s changed my perspective on all these spirits at haunted locations. I have no idea why they stay there. Anyway, I know I sound crazy and at this point I don’t care. It happens and that’s all there is to it.