03/01/2026
For as long as I can remember
And as far back as I can recall
My role has always been the guardian,
the shepherd, the protector,
The place for you to land
If ever you should fall.
The Spine that is always upright,
And in place to keep things in order—
To always ensure that you are loved in full
Never in 5ths 3rds or quarters
For you there are no boundaries
No line that I will not cross
No feat that Im unable conquer
For you there is nothing I won't do
regardless of the cost
I will always be one to do the hard things
That you feel unable to face,
The one you can run to
When you’ve been abused,
Exploited, taken advantage of
And ultimately effaced.
Fret not for I can handle the weight.
I will carry that heavy load.
I will shoulder your burdens and worries
Without recompense or a sense of being owed
I can see the pain in your heart
hear the struggle between your words
I will always stand in the gap for you
For 'i love you' isn't just something you say
Even John Mayer knows that love is a verb
When I come running to alleviate your worries
And eliminate the threat...
Why do you flee the fray.
Forsaking my fealty and fervor,
Leaving me fraught with futility,
Frustrated and forlorned.
For I would have followed,
Fended, or fought for you
To the death and Evermore.
A reality I've been unable to face
I now stand nose to nose
As painful as it may be
I can clearly see the choice
that you regrettably/unforgettably chose
If a picture is worth a thousand words
Then each word alike,
a piece of my heart, now possesses
A picture and a memory
and 1000 years
Worth of unforgetting
I can't help but focus on the fractures
In a picture that has only ever been viewed
Through lenses of a rose-colored hue.
Standing face to face
With a history
That has drastically been distorted.
Finally awakened to the fact
That the grace, protection, and love
That has always been freely given,
For me, it was never afforded.
My reverence is not reciprocal
Unless I want to face the fact
I have no one to stand in my stead
No one to fill the gap
All that has been revealed
Lets me know right where I stand
As long as I live I now know
It's best that I should never fall.
- anonymous member SWLA SPS