Musings at Midnight

Musings at Midnight Quiet observations
Late night clarity
Words that don’t rush

Specializing in overthinking, lack of restraint and minimal punctuation. Clarity after midnight.

Primary tools include silence, white space and the hour between 11:47 and 12:32.

09/24/2026

Nine years ago today
I lost my Nans

You were the softness
among my mother’s violence

The kindness
that offset the monster

You were my shelter
my steadiness
my proof that love
could be gentle

You did not simply raise me

You protected the parts of me
that might otherwise
have been destroyed

Everything good in me
began with you

I miss you Nans

Tammi Brown Keech
Musings at Midnight
Department of Quiet Observations
2026

Twenty-five years ago tonight, thousands of people went to bed expecting an ordinary tomorrow.They set alarms.They made ...
09/11/2026

Twenty-five years ago tonight, thousands of people went to bed expecting an ordinary tomorrow.

They set alarms.
They made plans.
They kissed someone goodnight.
They thought about work, flights, errands, children, meetings and all the ordinary things that make up a life.

Firefighters went to bed expecting another shift.
Police officers expected another patrol.
Paramedics expected another day of answering calls.
Travelers packed their bags and planned for where they would be tomorrow.

None of them knew what September 11, 2001 would bring.

By the end of that morning, nearly 3,000 lives had been taken, countless families had been forever changed, and a day that began like any other had become one we would never forget.

Twenty-five years later, perhaps that is part of what September 11 still asks of us.

Remember those who died.
Remember those who ran toward danger.
Remember those who waited for a phone call that never came.

And remember how ordinary life is until suddenly it isn’t.

So tonight, kiss the people you love.
Stay in the hug a little longer.
Say the thing you’ve been meaning to say.

Tomorrow is never promised.

September 11, 2001
Never forget.

09/10/2026

Their Substance Remains

Some that leave us
are gone,
but never forgotten

Their substance remains
imprinted

Their essence never fades
though their vibrance
their vitality
the color of their life
disappears
or, perhaps
it is only changed

Tammi Brown Keech
Musings at Midnight
Department of Quiet Observations
2020

HabitI waitedfor words to align with actionsfor all to flow one into the otherseamlesslywithout hesitation or doubtwitho...
09/04/2026

Habit

I waited
for words to align with actions
for all to flow one into the other
seamlessly
without hesitation or doubt
without incongruity or inconsistency

I waited
for far too long

Hope expired
My waiting became habit
as did my tortured thoughts
my unsettled mind

Tammi Brown Keech
Musings at Midnight
Department of Quiet Observations
2026

Tender ThingsI have learnedthat the tender thingsare not always the breakable onessometimesthey are simply the thingsbra...
08/26/2026

Tender Things

I have learned
that the tender things
are not always the breakable ones

sometimes
they are simply the things
brave enough not to harden

to remain open
to turn toward the light
even after knowing
what darkness can do

there is strength in that

in refusing to become
what hurt you

in keeping some soft place
within yourself
where beauty can still grow

Tammi Brown Keech
Musings at Midnight
Department of Quiet Observations
2026

ReturningThe walls come downeach brick removedby a hopea desirefor returningto a freedom of mindletting goof all that fe...
08/25/2026

Returning

The walls come down

each brick removed
by a hope
a desire
for returning

to a freedom of mind

letting go
of all that fear has created

and destroyed

Tammi Brown Keech
Musings at Midnight
Department of Quiet Observations
2020

Things I Do Not Believe InThere are thingsI do not believe inomenswitchesthe restless deadthings that movejust beyond th...
08/23/2026

Things I Do Not Believe In

There are things
I do not believe in

omens
witches
the restless dead
things that move
just beyond the light

I do not believe
the moon holds secrets

or that birds crossing it
carry messages
from somewhere else

I do not believe
the night knows things
we do not

at least

not until
the moon looks like this

Tammi Brown Keech
Musings at Midnight
Department of Quiet Observations
2026

📸 Nelson Linscott

What I Did Not Knowthere are things we survivebefore we are old enoughto knowthey required survivingI did not knowI was ...
08/23/2026

What I Did Not Know

there are things we survive
before we are old enough
to know
they required surviving

I did not know
I was surviving

I thought
I was simply
being a child

because children do not know
that home
can be wrong

they do not know
that love
should not hurt

that fear
should not have
a familiar face

I had no other childhood
against which
to measure mine

so I lived it

day after day

without knowing
there was a name
for what was happening

and then
I grew older

and learned the words

cruelty

abuse

survival

words far too large
for the child I was

but exactly the right size
for what she endured

and that is the cruelty
of remembering

what was painful then
is painful differently now

because the woman
looking backward
understands something
the child living it
could not

she knows
what a mother
should have been

she knows
what a child
should never have endured

and she knows now

I was not simply
being a child

I was surviving
my childhood

Musings at Midnight
Tammi Brown Keech
Department of Quiet Observations
2026
🖼️ Lebo Poen

Nothing About Me ChangedI spent too longbelieving I needed to becomesomething moremore interestingmore beautifulmore acc...
08/23/2026

Nothing About Me Changed

I spent too long
believing I needed to become
something more

more interesting
more beautiful
more accomplished
more worthy of being chosen

when perhaps
I was never lacking at all

perhaps I was simply standing
in places
that did not know
what to do with me

offering pieces of myself
to people
who had no use for them
then mistaking their indifference
for evidence
of my insignificance

what a terrible thing
to let another person’s inability
to recognize our worth
become the measure
of it

sometimes
we do not need to become more

we need only to leave
the places
that keep convincing us
we are less

Tammi Brown Keech
Musings at Midnight
Department of Quiet Observations
2026

All of ItI am the universeall its beautyall its mysteryall its chaosthe things that shinethe things that collidethe thin...
08/21/2026

All of It

I am the universe
all its beauty
all its mystery
all its chaos

the things that shine
the things that collide
the things still becoming

all of it
alive in me

Musings at Midnight
Tammi Brown Keech
2026
📸 Amorphous

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