03/19/2026
Sometimes it hurts too much to cry ,
Those are the nights I wanted to die.
But I’m here now , I can’t give up , I must try .
I pray , I beg , I call to the sky -
Fu***ng why
Why o fu***ng why
When the pain is so deep it forbids sleep
Looking for joy but instead sadness in heaps
Are there any pieces of my heart left to keep
These wagers of my soul are fu***ng steep
My head seeping beneath, this water is too deep
Why o fu***ng why
Breath sets in my chest
How the f**k can I rest
I failed this fu***ng test
I thought I gave it my best
My best wasn’t good enough
I came up short
I can’t go back and change it
I’ve started this course
I should have known from the start
You were too good to be true
I could never be enough for you
I thought this time I might get my due
I followed all of the rules
At one point , you said I was cool
But now you’re cold to the touch
And suddenly a text is too much
It was fine when it was all about lust
About many times you could bust
Morning after pill suddenly a must
And , I thought we had love I could trust
But I was nothing but a fu***ng thrust
The bread from your crust
That you threw away
Why o fu***ng why