KZinlove

02/26/2026

Қазақша когтент салмағалы көп болды 😃😄

02/02/2023

09/13/2022

I am 30. And it is hard emotionally that I haven’t decided what I want in life and constantly putting aside the important Art related tasks that need to be done. 30 year old me saying that I am lost in America. But 9 year old Dina from the past is thrilled “What? We are in America?”

I have done a long way to come here. It been a journey! Oh boy! 😂

The thing is I’ve started this account to lead it in Kazakh and to be connected with my culture and show some respect for my native language. But now I am changing my career and adapting to the new culture and country. So I thought I need to engage more English-speaking audience - entrepreneurship-wise. In one word I am adulting and thinking which way is the best way to make money to create better life for me and my family. And I feel guilty. I know my 500 followers might not even care or know I exist. But for me managing an account in Kazakh was only way I can connect with my roots.
It feels like past two months I knew I have to make a decision to focus on one thing so I unconsciously kept creating Kazakh content to say “hey guys I am still one of you. Please don’t hate me for choosing different path! For choosing myself!” I do feel guilty because of change. One of my “closest” friend recently told me “who do you think you are?” when I visited Kazakhstan. I was literally apologizing for choices that I made for ME.
It is a huge change I must admit. I was a little girl from traditional family with moderate Muslim views and who am I now? I am grownup 30 year old woman who is happily (I should mention) married to a white man —- who is not Muslim, who speaks Dungeans and Dragons. Also I have a dog who sleeps on my bed! Which is a big No-no for Kazakh families😂 I have changed a lot! I have lived in Vietnam! It’s huge for a girl who has never left mom’s side. And I am damn f*ckg proud who I think I am.

08/15/2022

5/31 sketch

Missed using my copic markers . Let’s see what happens!

08/05/2022

3/31

30 minutes of Challenge is still on😅

08/03/2022

Drawing challenge 2/31 Super procrastinated today and forced myself to draw for 20 minutes. My hands are so used to digital drawing 😣 that I constantly want to cancel my mistakes. Well it is what it is for today. Gonna draw more and post on stories.

08/03/2022

Super procrastinated today and forced myself to draw for 20 minutes. My hands are so used to digital drawing 😣 that I constantly want to cancel my mistakes. Well it is what it is for today. Gonna draw more and post on stories.

06/30/2022

I left my iPad at friend’s 😫 as usual Kazakh vibe on my account 🥰

05/16/2022

No free time for free time challenge 🙁 This one is for Art class. Your thoughts?

05/11/2022

Ok Draw Anything Challenge. Day2

Self Portrait “Blending in”.
is about my current situation. Trying to look “put together” but actually..

05/11/2022

20 days of drawing anything continues, sorry I didn’t post anything yesterday. That’s why I gonna draw two drawings today. You see, I need to do something with my time management😑 give me some tips about being motivated 😉✨