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10/06/2026

Think of me?

I wonder how do you think of me
Which version ìs the one you see
Does still look like there is a we
Or am i forever alone, Ill leave it be
Maybe its a faded dream
Maybe its the words i wanna scream
I think of you when i see candle light
Im more than you can handle right?
Ill just carry on the fight
One day ill run into the arms of my wife
Some one to hold at night
Warm sun to the cold inside
Maybe its you maybe its her or her
Everything lately feels like a blur
The core of the fog hasnt stopped the hurt
What if none of this actually works
Do i lay down in my plot of dirt
drowning in another dream of what we were
Maybe its because of the curse
Maybe its something worse
I still feel you in the calm of night
Imagine us dancing under the moons light
Till my eyes open your out of sight
Doesnt matter if im wrong or right
Doesn't shatter when im calm or ebalm it
So hide behind smoke of chronic
Inside my pain has been chronic
Thoughts moving at the speed of sonic
Im blue inside so melancholic
I became an alcoholic
No more throwing bottles at the wall s**t
I'm so tired when withdrawals hit
Maybe its im passing to a different outlet
I dont wanna tell you bout it
You'll call me weird
It sounds insincere
So i drink another b**r
Cheers
i guess 31 wasn't my year
my time is near
or maybe i run when it appears
maybe im drowning inside my fears
i wish you were here
can we wipe each other's tears
im more than i appear
remember nights on the pier
remember when the path was cleared
still i lost the strength to steer
maybe im tired of it all
anhedonia repeating us
i dont even know what i seen in us
im left alone with nothing to discuss
maybe its a lack of trust
till then its another secret we kept on the hush
another lie we swept under the rug
pretend it didn't hurt both of us
now all i got left is the ghost of us

10/06/2026

GHOST OF A WRITER
I gave you my heart just for you to let it go
It doesnt matter i still hear your voice echo
Falling down everytime i change tempos
I held you to a higher temple
Wonder if im just going mental
Orphic retellings through instrumentals
Is it absolute or just metal
Rehashing all these old demos
its a nightmare while im not dreaming
Playing bones sitting with my demons
Took all my feelings buried in cement
I guess they just dont see what i meant
Im running out of room to vent
Its claustrophobic i need a change of scent
This apathy keeps controlling the descent
Actually its a disguise of what was factually said
I try to analyze all the things that left me bent
This depression has become codependent
I cant open or focus in it
Its all hocus pocus s**t
Release the curse of it
Walking behind a hearse with gifts
I dont have any where left for the hurt to shift
I grab the rope and watch the twists
Toss it and see where it sticks
Im not even that sick
Im just tired
Every three months my earth sets on fire
Since birth ive been an outsider
Like ive been nothing but a ghost rider
Instead i just became a ghost of a writer

I traded my heart to become a ghost
It seems like i can never let you go
Theres so many things ill never know
Seems like all i have left is to go cold
Another day the apathy takes a hold

sitting back thinking about whats next
do i kick out the final step
or do i just continue to regress
all the stress that builds up in my chest
who cares about my secrets that were never kept
i get it, its me yall dont respect
but its funny you want my checks
i dont feel anything is left
to save, to build, to sit in the guild
burning down the fortress feild
just to expose the snakes i never killed
anhedonic anecdotes im at the end of my rope
ill never figure out how others cope
filling my lungs with the smoke of a ghost

I traded my heart to become a ghost
It seems like i can never let you go
Theres so many things ill never know
Seems like all i have left is to go cold
Another day the apathy takes a hold

look i dont understand what gods plan is
got a job got a house but im manic
constantly in a panic cycles going frantic
i dont feel organic decompression in neglection of rejection like im an infection its just an afflection i dont care anymore its written in my eyes i gave up the supply
but i feel trapped inside i adapt in time
stop and overreact trapped inside
im enept and i cant remember when i actually slept
im okay its just my brain looking for the shadow in the rain
ill never be the same

I traded my heart to become a ghost
It seems like i can never let you go
Theres so many things ill never know
Seems like all i have left is to go cold
Another day the apathy takes a hold
seems all i have left is these notes...

10/06/2026

SHADES OF GREY
Some nights I cry for you,
Look up in the sky for you,
Wonder am I supposed to die for you,
God is it all a lie or A truth?
Will he forsake me if I fade to blue
Lord I’m Asking you to save me from these shades of grey I see daily
Surrounded by all these demons
Satan keeps on plotting and scheming
And I don’t have anything else to believe in
Nightmares from suburban dreams
you ask why I sink in sanity
My damages have damned me
My entire family should have taken Plan B
God, I mean can’t you see I’m close to the point I break
That this weight, is too much for one soul to take
done a lot wrong, but I never acted fake
By the way, I’m the way you created me
So how the f**k you got s**t to say to me
So, I attempted su***de?
all those times, what you got to say to me?
You gave me this disease
Imagine being five years old, no inner peace
No innocence across reminants,
of my old residence
They act like it’s irrelevant,
in the past or embellishments
especially when you talk about the hell within
When my time comes will I be heaven sent
Or hell bound there’s no way to tell now
Some nights I cry for you
Look up in the sky for you
Wonder am I supposed to die for you
God is it all a lie or truth
Will he forsake me if I fade to blue
Lord I’m Asking you to save me from these shades of grey i see daily
The devil got me under his spell now
Struggling with indecision
You say I gotta reveal it all to be forgiven
What about the way their faces change
When you try to explain all your pain
You admit the ways you strange
Just to be told it is simple just stop
Hearing that phrase makes my heart just stop
And I hate the lack of love so I just stop
Waiting for the next date the gavel drop
They say im a danger from all the pent-up anger
Looking at myself see a stranger
At this point she wanna leave I don't blame her
My wonderful eve, you and I, met on hallows eve,
When you left for tomorrow it hollowed me
You were supposed to give me light and make the sorrow stop
I try to come back but the gate is locked
Got me feeling like im in a borrowed spot
My sister is leaving soon can I make a swap
I don't wanna lose her god make this stop
Please don't leave me with this vacant lot
I understand there are years of disrespect
But i was angry and i was young what do you expect
I was stupid feeling numb from years of neglect
You showed me the future of this path
And i still chose the wrong one
Like i stare into the barrel of a loaded gun
Waiting for the kingdom to come try to embrace my number one
Deep down i f**king hate myself
Cant forgive for the hate i felt
Im burning inside this inferno
Why didnt you tell me this would be eternal
So many screams i dont make verbal
Set fire to the bush let it burn slow

Some nights I cry for you
Look up in the sky for you
i guess i am supposed to die for you
doesnt matter if its a lie or truth
forgiving the forsaken parts i hide from you
Lord I’m Asking whats left to save
underneath the ashes when the fire fades

HOUSE OF KNIVESLately I been going there why does it seem you never caremy thoughts impaired trying to find a pairIs pla...
09/05/2026

HOUSE OF KNIVES
Lately I been going there
why does it seem you never care
my thoughts impaired trying to find a pair
Is playing a game of truth or dare
I swear

how come when i go to talk you never there
Especially when i was 11 scared
for years ive been a scare
crow a jumping shadow
thats where i tend to travel
leaving doctors baffled
why you never help this child
i mean im living in hell right now
my soul sold to those ice cold in da fourth corner
set fire to myself just so i feel warmer
tell my brother im sorry i didnt warn ya
tell my girl if she go i wont mourn her

This house of knives keep cutting me
Staying at the place that nothing sees
How can i follow my dreams
When they keep haunting me

my lifes book is torn to two
a tornado wind blew and blew
each page came unglued
one by one and two by two

and its all thanks to you
im supposed to be thanking you
my face is strangled blue
i cant breath
so how am i supposed to believe
in something i dont see
Especially since you dont see
what it takes for the like of mind
take a look into mine
do you like the find?
its a long grind till im refined
in a brewery under so much scrutiny
my brains captive under mutiny
raging against the machine
climbing every beam to achieve my dream
imma shaolin soldier chasing cream
till my plate is clean
one day ill find what greatness brings
But i guess well wait and see

This house of knives keep cutting me
Staying at the place that nothing sees
How can i follow my dreams
When they keep haunting me

I could be all you need
Let me be the air you breath
Let me wash over you like waves of sea
so many years ive been anti
learned the hard way i can't fly
man i hope this spirit cant die
always saw myself as the bad guy
In reality i was just the sad guy
The i dont know how to act guy
The little things make me snap guy
i love things that dont love me back guy
honestly I'm that guy
i poured concrete on that guy
Throw him in the ocean and pray he dont come back guy
Or ill give him a black eye
God how come everyday i wake and wanna die
Why is it such a burden to open my eyes
Why every relationship capsize
God do u really hate this guy
Do you really want me to take this life
While I aim this pistol to the sky
I say goodbye

This house of knives keep cutting me
Staying at the place that nothing sees
How can i follow my dreams
When they keep haunting me
I could be all you need
Let me be the air you breath
Let me wash over you like waves of sea

Sacrifice me for a different life
Anything but this will suffice
trapped in my trap filled with all my vices
My point of view is priceless
But sometimes i cant seem to type it
So i wake up and fight it
Until I pour rum and ignite it
I think I'm dumb but I like it
Going faster till I crash
They said I lacked of class from a lack of cash
They called me trash and said I'll never surpass
I joke too much about how my soul is crushed let it end abrupt
As I self destruct

This house of knives keep cutting me
Staying at the place that nothing see
How can i follow my dreams
When they keep haunting me
I could never be all you need
you were the air i breath
you washed over me

my lifes book is torn to two
a tornado wind blew and blew
each page came unglued
one by one and two by two

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