Can You Hear Me Now? If you listen you will hear my heart.

08/28/2019

UP ONE LEVEL

Although I have gained a chance to recover from the brutal beatdowns life has put on me,
I lost my way for a few split seconds.
How was it written that I, Me endure such treachery, despair, agony, loneliness, guilt, uselessness, ugliness... Unnecessary mass of space.
I just want to belong...to you again;
Needed...by..YOU...again!
©NLM_2319

08/28/2019

IT'S MY UNDERSTANDING...
You say our journey has ceased.
Oh but the ties that bind. There are numerous promises still unpleased. Please be at least that kind.
After unsettling thoughts of your presence,
To and fro like the ocean touching the shore.
You've extracted the core of my sexual essence. Essence that fills you up no more.
Together, not together, I'm baffled.
You playfully adorn my woman,
But my soul is somehow always muffled,
Because my Spirit is somewhat human.
Festered up cringing moments.
One day I will return to dust.
Irrelevant arguments,
Need to be unheard it's, a must.
I enjoy standing in your shade.
I smile everytime you call my name.
I am a dear heart,
Not a SPADE!!
Please love and protect my me and not my shame. ?
©NLM_32219

02/17/2019

Alter your ego to release those chips, hovering above your shoulder. As I inhale the bu****it words that come from your lips. truth or dare me to be the boulder barrelling to run me down. I can't be that stupid. Loving caring and being your clown did you duck the arrow that came from cheapest I respect your hustle and flow when we connect our flesh to flush there and energy that resonates my glow. Feelings change! Why do I feel like less? You wanted me to want and crave your you. To have parallel feelings. Now that my cravings are a go, with me and my wants, you have no dealings. I don't deserve the utter disrespect. I am a queen and if you are my king, then one ORDER is what to reflect. Let the unity be symbolized with a ring. Love honor and obey the things you request. Cherish respect and love my me. I have more than passed all your tests, now let us love and wait and see.
Written by, The Razz, Nicole. ©®

12/04/2017

12/03/2017

To love part 2:
the description of love

Love Is Not What It Seems all the time.
Quite deceiving, all but some of the time.
It relishes on the humor "the joke's on you".
Feeling butterflies when you signal for me to signal to you.
Giggly, stammering and staggering to my love stained Hallows.
In the shadows of the tunnels, to my soul.
Love beats a rhythm that no drum can replicate.
Symbolizing the turbulence that suffocates discussions of obtaining true love.
Can one ever obtain the sustaining, thirst fulfilling hungered butterflies fluttering in the pit of bellies kind of love?
I love that kind of love.
I want to be best friends with that kind of love...
I want to breathe that kind of love...I need that kind of love...I need you to be that kind of love...I need to be that kind of love...I need you to be that kind of love to me...to be to you. Love is attainable with the correct sustainability.

12/03/2017

To love part 1
My patient heart...Waits and waits for the...love of my life time...and waits does the journey lead.to know the unknown...Without Love? Ventured love...yearning spinning in circles. Not Intoxicated by the thought of having love but, being loved...around and around to oxygens. Sound of...Life...To Love, patiently, kindly. Forsake the urge to purge with love...and regurgitate the thoughts that patience is the virtue... the stained glass window...
I see through!

Stay tuned to love part 2

11/18/2017

I love all the sounds we make when there's nothing between us