Krystliina Katriina

10/28/2021

I’ve been critical about my beach photos since I took them. I’m back and forth about whether or not I want to keep modeling bc it’s not generating an income or doing anything at all really for me anyways. I was doing it specifically for the art of the photos, the fact that it made me feel good about myself and my achievements… especially with my weight loss… and the fun I had while modeling before. But I find myself picking apart every photo now. It’s annoying and frustrating. My depression has been weighing me down… especially lately. S**t just isn’t the same anymore, idk. But here is one that I’ve had in my camera roll for a while… In my opinion, I look just as awkward as I always feel lol 🤦‍♀️

09/22/2021

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09/21/2021

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09/19/2021

Today has been a rough day for me. I have been stressing about some things in this storyline, and I wanted to go through to make some adjustments. I had told myself not to… I knew I’d be disappointed with it because it is my first novel. But I did it anyways. 🤦‍♀️ I told myself that I was just going to make a few adjustments… and then I almost pulled the book. I learned two things today… 1) My writing skills have improved… 2) My writing skills have improved and WHAT IS THIS?!

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It took all day of making small adjustments here and there before ultimately coming to the conclusion that I’m just going to have to rewrite the whole entire part 1 at some point… It will have to be after I finish the first three parts of this series. Then I might go back in. I’m less than thrilled to be reminded of where I started. It honestly makes me question everything. So, I cut my pricing… Almost in half on my paperback and over half on my ebook. Part 1 wasn’t really selling much anymore if at all anyways. So, if you’re interested… Today’s your lucky day. Paperback and ebook are in review now.

09/15/2021

So, two positive things happened today. I finished my first round of editing part three, book 1. There will be 2 books total for part three. I still don’t know how I ever thought I’d fit it all into one book for part three 🤦‍♀️😂🤷‍♀️ …But also, I saw that I got another review for book two. I know it’s not a ton of reviews, but they’re all 5 stars. So, I just figured that I’d share them with you all in case anyone was interested in what they had to say. I want to thank anyone who has been supporting me again. It means the world to me ❤️

09/13/2021

More coming soon 🌊🏖🏝👙

09/11/2021

I went back and forth on whether I wanted to post any more of these or not. I’ve been in a really strange place emotionally, mentally, and spiritually lately. I keep asking myself why I’m even modeling anymore. I used to enjoy it… and seeing the pics made me feel good about myself…But at this point now, I’m not seeing much point. I doubt I’ll model at all anymore tbh. But I already took these pics, and I cropped this one to feel a little better about posting it. Maybe I’ll post a few more idk. I guess we’ll see. 🤷‍♀️

08/24/2021

08/23/2021

Selfies from the Renaissance faire last week

08/18/2021

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08/17/2021