03/24/2026
Thirty and Searching
Thirty candles on a cake
Different life than I thought I’d make
Thought by now I’d know my place
Instead I’m staring at Your grace
Friends are living different stories
Kids and houses, rings and names
I’m still asking where I’m going
Still praying through the same
Thirty and searching
Still learning who I am
Still putting all the broken dreams
Back in Your hands
I thought I’d be farther
I thought I’d be sure
But maybe this wondering heart
Is what faith is for
Daddy’s older, mama’s tired
Time keeps moving, never wired
Every year feels like a page
Turning whether I’m ready or not to change
I held on to what I knew
Held on till my hands turned blue
Now I’m standing letting go
Trusting what I don’t know
Thirty and searching
Still knocking on the door
Still asking heaven
What I’m waiting for
If my life looks different
Than I dreamed before
Maybe different doesn’t mean
I’m lost anymore
You don’t rush the ones You love
You don’t waste the tears I cry
Every season has a reason
Even ones I don’t know why
Final Chorus
Thirty and searching
But I’m not alone
Every road behind me
Led me closer home
If the plan is bigger
Than what I can see
Then thirty and searching
Is exactly where I’m meant to be