01/10/2026
When asked, what type of hard truth did 2025 bring to you that you can turn into your inspiration for others in 2026…..I said, “What a beautiful question, to highlight our difficulties and allow us to use them as our wisdom. **after some thought**
I want to inspire women to find their clarity and strength, to pursue the life of their dreams.”
2025 was difficult for more reasons than I can list, for myself and many others. Challenging moments for us didn’t just appear in 2025, however I feel many things “came to head” for reasons that are out of my control to know…but I felt it and I know you did too.
Let’s rewind my story a bit. In 2021 (on my 40th Birthday) I started my journey to choose ME. To find who I was again, and what made ME happy. No expectations, just an exploration. Many of you noticed my traveling, my deep dive back into yoga / meditation and my wellness practices. I was laughing and dancing again at festivals, dressing up in elaborate costumes. Playing. I found my spirituality and walked the earth more gently and beautifully. I did these things and more because on my 40th birthday I made a promise to myself not to wait on anyone else, my joy and my life were in my control. I came up with my own personal mantra, “We ONLY have this ONE life…”. The finite AND infinite possibilities of that statement still gut punches me with power to this day.
I refused to spend this one and only life I had sad, hurt, disappointed, lonely. Clutching to hope that things would get better. So, that’s when my awakening began.
Many stories to tell later happened along that incredible journey, there were tears and breakdowns right alongside the triumphs and laughter.
I was battling to get my life back and it was by no means all just the beautiful destinations and yoga retreats I posted. Because how can we share the devastation, the heartbreak, and the ugly crying when we are going through it. I’m a recluse with my hurt and my pain I hide and “tough it out”. (More on that in the future)
But, here I am today. The happiest I’ve EVER been. Thriving and living in ways I never imagined. I’m so overwhelmingly grateful I chose to change, and do the work for those changes…not just for me, but for my daughters to see me in this light and be an inspiration to them, and I hope to be one for others now too.
We truly only have this one life to live here.
How are you living ? Are you ready to be honest with yourself ? Are you seeing things with clarity ?
I hope you take time to read the passage I posted with this and if you are in a place like I was I hope it helps put into words some things you are feeling. There is ALWAYS a path to happiness and even if it’s not the path you thought you were going to take, it’s okay…I promise you the new path being shown to you is WAY better than you could have ever imagined (that’s why it’s showing itself now…you’re ready sis)
The photo is me from my 40th birthday, I spent it alone in the woods and completely feral…it was glorious and life changing.
With all my love,
Creatrix Courtney