DcPharaoh

02/27/2024

A Lesson In Life(don’tGetBurn3DTwiCe)

He stared and she does
Too
A loser
And a princess looking for what’s due.
He stands there trying to know what’s next
But he’s blue.
A writer just trying to learn how to tie his own shoes.
But he doesn’t see the clues
in what her being is
Seeing what’s he is seeing
He doesn’t understand
The day ahead is somewhat anew.
He wants to loved and she does too.
But fear in his heart keeps him away from potentially a devious design,
A lover’s shame.
But he’s been around the block
He knows why he keeps his heart at bay
He still remembers the pain of her steady aim.
But those bows didn’t belong to her
But someone like her
Pretty
A smile u can get used to.
Someone who he let in
A moment very few can see
This was she
But with precision he got struck left side of his chest.
A place where all his jewels lay
Yeah he sees this one and knows there’s danger
After he what got misconstrued last time……

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02/18/2024

Boy Experiences Man

As u see me
That’s what I wanted.
For you to see me.
Not even pursue but
Use the eyes that pass me often
To glance at me once more.
I am here standing.
Arms out with heart in hands.
But not for love.
No
It stays on my hand cause it’s how this guy can write type and recite melody in spoken tongue
Most don’t know and don’t care
But as a writer a poet
A artist.
This is how we breathe.
From the pain to the page
This is a platform but
It’s just another stage.
A moment of my prestige.
How I keep this cage beast at bay.
Because trust me you would rather see me this way….

As he sits there writing
I stare at him
Making dreams and moments out of nothing.
Amazed by the reflection he sees with eyes open.
I see him
He sees me but doesn’t know im his biggest fan.
This boy I am.
Always wanted to be a writer and now look at me
Now…


writinglife

02/11/2024

At the table
Must be a dream
Must be a fable
Because I sit across godliness and purity, all things I think us divine.
Time is a funny journey to witness.
I a moon man, traveling from the comforts of my mind.
You are a person with their feet on solid ground, protecting all whom she loves.
Tho I try , I cannot stop this beating that’s within
That lingers inside.
My god, my eyes have seen it in you from day one.
N now a toasting is needed while we lock n stare.
S**t, my weakness
My moment to buckle,
My heart turn young while my soul chuckle.
Do I sense happiness?
Maybe?
You are god’s trickery for me to believe
That maybe just maybe
I am not as I thought
‘Maybe my heart is not as trodden down as badly I make it out to be.
Or maybe it’s you…
Staring past my mask to see my face.
Knowing either one kiss I’ll be yours forever…..

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01/16/2024

ThE24tHHeaRT

Good old times
Them moments
They linger here
And there
and by all means
Are they divine
A image flickering in one’s mind
I see it now
The look of gaze and amaze
At the past.
It’s always shimmered in gold and diamonds
Even though the reality is steep in something normal with no real value.
It’s real to me
don’t u see?
It was real….

01/04/2024

Tho I can’t see you today the sun look gorgeous n I know this too. Always remember this Before my heart was cold n blue before he ran into you…….....

Tho I can’t see you today the sun look gorgeous n I know this too. Always remember this Before my heart was cold n blue before he ran into you……..

12/31/2023

The24ThHeaRt

So it here’s
The day has come.
Beyond this point I can’t tell you what will happen
But I look back n see what has changed
I think I’m back to me.
But not exactly
I can never go back
The taste ain’t the same
Motions
Emotions
Penmanship is a slower
But the point is there with precision
A new day for a time not lived
And I would be lying if I say I wasn’t soaked in excitement
Cause the days are not the same but
The path to my heart is paved
All the burning buildings n museums
Have landed me
back to this path
Wandered off some time ago.
Let the fires light this darkened road ahead
So when the future sees me coming
They know
what walk towards them….

12/06/2023

AhoTWinTER23

Old manWinter blues..in a young man shoes

Tho my age gets old
This heart still yearns as a young boy once
Did
For not everything
But some things never changes
The Miles and miles we have walked.
they do make love grow within
This is its moment to pick up
His gentle pen.
But mark my words
If you’re reading this,
See past the haze and the decrepit world
I find myself in.
It’s a safe place to be disguised in
And tho
Others may bat their eyes.
they see these words and
think it’s for them,
so they try.
Trying and trying and
Trying.
And tho you may not care,
They are not you.
This is why this boy writes in his big man’s shoes.
I can go on and on
But this is no fairy tale
And I rather be the man being free
Not the boy stuck in a heart full blues.
But know
he’s still stuck and
He’s still in love.
And he’s wishes to let you know.

11/21/2023

Lady yelling in the face of boy
Boy wonders
Why did she have to hate him? Maybe if he treated her nicer,
Kinder.
He f***s a lot of the girls so I mean,
He is mean, but he’s just unawarely aware. He’s a walking jigsaw trying to know how to
Operate in this body created by a man.
He finds himself here around and around again.
This simulated and his pen.
His mind keeps finding ties to this girl he used to know.
In his eyes
she never seem to grow.
Truthfully she’s never aged
She’s been locked up unable to turn her page and be new.
Within the cage he placed her, unable to see herself die.
Many realities of her
And all with similarities
This pen even now sees the comparisons
But they never get to the end
Him and she comfortably in paris with his sons.
Hmm s**t,
Here daydreaming in this place.
Where has time gone?
Back to earth he came n still finds himself here.
A Dark and gloomy place in the center of his bond.
Just maybe if,
he walks thru that door….
But
He knows whats would be in store.

Pondering he does cause he know he isn’t ready, however tick tock tick
He know his sense of living
can be clipped with one flick on the lips.
He knows.
There he goes, back on earth and seeking his demise.
He has to at least try.
Simple contradiction
Of an aqua man
and his Gemini mind…..

Lady yelling at the face of a boy
He seek peace and comfort
But Finds it better in his toys.
Oh they bring peace
His eyes filled with so much joy.
He writes again
So therefore he bleed out words with his pen
His friend
His forgotten lover.
His precious young heart…..

11/17/2023

aHotWinTEr23

My wings been clipped
But still my halo I keep in my pocket
Locket is where my boyish heart
Remains
To make sure
When it’s measure
It’s still lighter than a feather.
Lonely man
Trying to be better
For himself and others
But the others may not be what’s in place at the moment
And this he knows
But hey
Seek out the goal
And the angels will show the path.
Good samaritan is what I’m
Label
But would u believe me if
I said
I’m more than
Maybe I’m just a wingless angel
Learning the ways of human beings and their nature.

11/16/2023

What realm is this?
A bitter bliss looking for what they miss
Whose fixed words are seeping out from their lips
I do not know. For I cannot see
But best believe
Any step closer, and the ass kicking they desired would be one they achieved.
A touch here
A touch there.
I feel the taps but nothing is seen
I cannot fathom
The horrors.
Softer than the next one.
You may think it’s hell but it’s in fact a paradise given natural by law.
Can you hear them call,
Smooth legs n all
Those perky chest,
Curves in smiles
And faces of god’s perfect finesse.
Oh what is this realm I am in
My brain swirls around and again,
But listen to the heart
He sighs and moans again
Not this again
Not another
His pleas are slowly changed by some fingernails caress
Damn place
You are a heartsick friend
And carer for weary minds.
But this soul has to know,
Do you know though?
I cannot be taken in.
I cannot be yielded by your pleasures
For the soul can enjoy it but will not wander.
This forsaken place!

these the bars hold me here,
Because I came in to sit.
I came to see you in person and of all your glory and
You
did
not
disappoint.

10/05/2023

HiSFaLlOf23

AReunionNEeDed…….

U need a break.
I do?
Since
When?
You know what and who I am?
Blah blah
Yes I do.
We been friends for how long now?
Granted.
But like wasn’t 2020 enough?

2020
2021
2012
2001

Exactly my point.
You never just let people
I don’t know…
Live?

Lemme ask you something
You ever went a year of no death?
Like not one?
Like have you ever heard of such?

(Drink gulp)
Good point.
S**t whoa

Exactly!
My point taken.
No breaks for a deity.
God don’t play with that mess.
It’s ongoing like that ridiculousness show on mtv.
Never get old-

That show is seriously annoying.

If you say so,
It’s a reminder for me
I have a job forever. Well until
Ya guys are no more.
Then..

Then? Yeah dude what the f**k would u do when we are all gone?
Like does death kill planets and s**t?
Like what exactly is your job description?

We both ponder this question.
Surrounded by beers bottles and liquor galore.
It’s been so long since I seen this guy.
His Boney ass even grew a beard.

It was good seeing an old friend.
Though as we continue to chat
It occurred to us both.
One day
One day he will have to come for me.
We chuckled about it
But he saw the truth
We both did.
Time wasn’t our friend……






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09/30/2023

HiSFaLlOF23

AMomeNtonThEHills

Peace is all I seek
For myself on earth and my soul
When it’s time to seek greener pastures
But is it all real
Is it all worth it.
Are good deeds
Worthy at all
I have not been perfect and I don’t think
I’m going to be in any way
But I am
Real.
I am honest to me.
I wish I could be to others but this world has made too many of us with souls as fragile as glass
Let know can’t stand face to face with their own flawed reflection….