21/04/2023
This was written on Friday, April 21, 2023
HEAVY TW: Mentions of $h, $u;cïd3, etc.
Please read with caution…
Y'know…
The allure of cutting
is so very strong…
To see the blood well up
from the cuts on the skin…
To feel the rush
of pain you're in…
The adrenaline,
the danger
Of one wrong move
and meeting your maker
It's oh so tempting
It seems to call my name
saying I love
and deserve the pain
It calls to me
like a siren’s song
Luring me to the sea
to the sea of blood
I lean over the edge
to peer at the bloody water
To see how long I can hold my breath
before I can no longer