05/28/2021
You know, as much as we'd like to be on a constant plane, it just isn't so most of the time.Sometimes we're up like an eagle, sometimes, well, down and lost like a pin in a haystack. Whatever may be, these high and lows are part of life and the sun that sets today shines again tomorrow.
I was a pin in a haystack not too long ago. I was craving to stitch, to create, to sit in my space I had carved for myself but I was disconnected.And that felt okay. It's okay to feel disconnected to what you once loved, it's, temporary and you need it. To rejuvenate, to restore.
There builds a pressure to always show up, dress up, shimmer and shine. Do that, by all means. But when you dont feel like, it's okay to curl up in a blanket and lie still.
It took small steps to draw the same connection that was there before.As small as putting the threads in order to bit by bit creating a new look to make my space.
There is,of course, a reason I was feeling this way.A part of myself stirs within me. But that's a story for another day.