11/11/2024
Today marks the one year anniversary of my break up with my ex of almost 7 years. I always knew it was going to be a weird day. So to make it weirder, why not drop my first song under my new name to mark the occasion?
First off, the song is not in any way a reflection of our relationship. There are elements of it sprinkled in, but I would never disrespect what our relationship was by airing out a bunch of dirty laundry. Instead, it is more of a reflection on what I’ve observed relationships to be in this modern day: lots of games, lack of communication, and, at times, toxicity.
Second off, I am forever grateful for our relationship and only wish her the best. With the space, I’ve been able to find inner peace, I’ve found room to grow, to keep striving towards being the man I’ve always wanted to be, and I’ve re-immersed myself in the soccer community, making me feel connected to something bigger than myself.
To make it as broad as possible, we as a couple were growing apart and growing resentment as a result. As I’ve learned in this year of being single, I much rather be content and at peace by myself than be miserable or have my partner be miserable but at least we have someone.
Unfortunately, I will not be able to release the song to any other platforms today. Probably for the best, it isn’t mastered and I should probably rerecord it. Plus it turns out the distribution site I found takes 10 days to vet releases before they’re placed on streaming platforms. Saying that, I’m pushing myself more and more to get out of my comfort zone, to keep up with deadlines. I said to myself I’d release it today, so I’m releasing something!
Without further ado, this is Bone Tú Pick by yours truly, Four D. Peeps. Appreciate all of you! This is only the beginning, much more to come!!!
