Let Me Bleed

27/04/2026

If letting go means forgetting your face,
why does every distance still lead me to your place?
If I was the one who let go, why am I still the one holding on?
Why do I keep unlearning you, only to remember you again?

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✍️ Let Me Bleed

25/04/2026

If the road keeps every step I left behind,
what’s wrong with me
still looking back for you?

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✍️ Let Me Bleed

06/04/2026

I almost tripped on the stairs,
caught myself on the railing,
laughed once
then kept going.

Someone brushed past me,
didn’t look back,
the hallway smelled of lemon soap
and something already fading.

Outside, the air felt hot,
Vehicles passing without pause,
a dog barking at nothing
in particular.

I stood there for a second,
not waiting for anything,
just noticing
how the day kept moving
without even stopping.

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✍️ Let Me Bleed

05/04/2026

If Only, But Never

If only I could like you again
If only I could look at you again
If only… I didn’t know the end

Unfortunately, “love is sweeter the second time”
was never meant for me

So if I let you go,
that’s probably the end

Because a second chance is poison
to someone who already knows how it will ends

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✍️ Let Me Bleed

01/04/2026

April Fools—
Some see it as jokes and playful moves,
Some treat it as pranks on others,
Some go too far, beyond what’s harmless,
Then laugh it off with, “Happy April Fools!”

April Fools—
Just like its name: fools,
People fooling others in the name of fun.

But can I call my own foolishness April Fools too?
Can I say, “Please bring back the old me”?
And when they say I’m just being dramatic,
Can I smile and whisper, “Happy April Fools”?

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✍️ Let Me Bleed

23/03/2026

The reason why I hate crowded places..
Crowds overwhelm me… like their voices are meant to drown me.

20/03/2026

I’m protective of my friends.

Not in a way that tolerates their wrongdoings, but in a way that I would shield them from physical and verbal attacks.

No, I won’t indulge them in their mistakes or bad habits, but I’ll stand before them to block anything that might harm them.

No, I won’t put up with their improper actions, but I’ll never leave them behind.

I’m protective of them in a way that I won’t let them feel any sort of grievance or let them feel wronged under my nose. I may cater to their nonsense, but I won’t support their actions that could harm others.

I’ll always stand up for them, support them, be proud of them, and protect them—whether discreetly or openly.

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✍️ Let Me Bleed

17/03/2026

𝐀𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐈𝐭 𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐬

I love you through eternal pain
In every life I recognize your face
We meet by chance, we meet again
Yet time still puts us out of place

I lose you in a different way
A war.. a road.. the same as before
I reach for you, but heaven just won't let you stay
And I must face that loss once more

Still every life I walk this earth
And somehow your eyes return to mine
A love that lives through death and birth
Then breaks before the end of time

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✍️ Let Me Bleed

28/02/2026

I knew my heart was bruised and bent,
Still called it heaven-sent.
If breaking meant you’d hold me close,
I let it — though it hurt the most.

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✍️ Let Me Bleed

28/02/2026

27/02/2026

You weren’t ignored; you were waiting to be chased.

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✍️ Let Me Bleed