15/12/2024
; Beneath the Same Sky | Dec. 15, 2024 | (A Silent Voice Inspired)
Iโd promise you Iโd change, that Iโd be different,
But every time I try, I feel stuckโ
Wandering through this strange mind of mine,
Looking for who I am, yet stumbling on something else.
It was you.
I told myself Iโd give everything for this girl,
But instead, I overpromised,
Trying to hold you close like a pearl on a chain.
Now Iโm scaredโso close to losing your light,
Watching it fade into something I donโt recognize.
We donโt want to hope for the worst,
But it feels like weโre in a fight,
Battling to save us or let go of our story.
I donโt care if the odds are against me,
As long as Iโm still standing,
Trying to fix the mess Iโve made.
I know I should be more present,
Pay attention like Iโm in class, right?
But instead, Iโve been too caught up in my head,
While youโve been waiting for something to change.
I swear Iโm trying, I really am.
But promises fall apart so easily,
And I know youโre tired of waiting.
You want me to grow, and I do too,
But Iโm scared of losing you before I figure out how.
I want to fix this, to prove I care,
But every step feels unsteady,
And Iโm afraid itโs too late.
I canโt promise perfection.
Maybe I canโt promise anything.
But donโt worry, even if my words feel heavyโ
I want you to see it through what I do.
No more empty promises,
Just actions.
Iโm here,
And Iโll keep showing up,
Even if itโs messy,
Even if it takes time.
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