25/05/2025
Something that can both make you feel being over the moon momentarily and feel the most pain.
Is receiving the words “I need you” from someone you lost but still loved.
Then you found out the only reason she messaged you and called you 5 times is because they had a fight.
All these time, you were waiting for that “3 words” to come back again… to feel needed, to feel accepted, to feel what it’s like to come back home.
You tried to respond but only to realize that the doors remained closed and there were just confusions and misunderstandings.
Then it hits you.
You’re not needed.
You’re not accepted .
You’re still not going home.