04/01/2026
Work in progress, progress pictures 😅
During my pregnancy with my first child, I was scared, scared to be a bad mother, scared of failing of him, scared of not being good enough and struggling with a lifelong battle of depression and suicidal ideation.
And through this battle of rejecting these lies I found my source of strength through Jesus. His love changed me and still continues to transform my new heart.
He pushes me into discomfort to grow and prune. To make space in my heart for His fire to consume.
To highlight the things in me that keep me at distance from His hand.
To make sure that my heart is aligned to His holy plan.
To offer wisdom and convict me, even in my self hate.
To recognize that I'm fearfully, beautifully and wonderfully made.
To recognise the enemy, disguised in "I love yous".
To keep me grounded in His Word, and not human values
To direct me to people who speak life from prophecy.
To listen to words of a folly is a real life catastrophe.
To prioritize spiritual health and to give from my overflow, and let the outpouring of His love be the seed that you sow.
Leave justice to the Lord, He will always correct.
He is our judge, redeemer, sent to protect.
A journey of renewing the mind and renewing the heart, that we understand the gift of repentance when we miss the mark.