20/10/2024
In my head...
Trillions of stars alike, and so much of thoughts,
I am fighting alone with myself now in, and against world complete the blank.
A lot of things and I just wish you could be there,
Fearless, but words killing it dead near,
Bastard is this words and cruel are action, no place to breathe,no place of faith.
All I found was guts to face the truth.
Lies all over and over again, stabs too much around as if envy is all we have to gain.
I was bitch to myself, and kind to myself too,
I faced the world and realized there is something more.
Didn't doubt the doubt, but now I question what is it to doubt?
Tears in my eyes, I wish there might be more better and right.
You there, please listen, if annoyed, please stop me,
You here, please hold, if shy please hide me.
Your mystery is what I wanted to know, your history is what I need to hug.
Mine silence is what I your eyes want to see, mine tears are what your heart want to sooth.
Sweta
