12/08/2026
βI try so hard to pretend I'm okay ππ. I try so hard it exhausts me ππ; I have no energy, I barely want to eat, and all I want to do is sleep π’π’. But then someone looks at me and expects me to be okay, and I have to pretend to be happy again. I just want to break down and cry π’π’ππ. I just want to get all these feelings out of me. But by the time I finally have a moment alone to fade away, it's like the feelings have already been bottled up so much that they just don't want to come out. So I just lay there... wishing I could fall asleep so I could wake up refreshed, but my mind won't shut off ππ; I'm not thinking, but I'm not silent either. It's strange to always be someone people see as happy and calm when inside I just feel a deep sadness ππ that I wish someone could see; I wish he would hug me and tell me everything would be alright π’π’
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